TV made the one at the dorm look like a baby. I kept straight, going toward the kitchen where the smell was coming from and saw a shadow bustling around in the light.
âGrandma Rae?â I called out once more.
âIn here, chile!â she yelled back at me from the kitchen.
I entered the kitchen and saw my grandmother in a cute peach jogging suit outfit, an apron, and house slippers. Although she had silvery gray hair that fell just above her ears, Grandma Rae didnât have a wrinkle on her body. She had the high cheekbones of a runway model and sharp brown eyes just like me and Ray.
âMmm! Grandma Rae, what you cooking?â I set my purse on the high six seating kitchen table and went to where she was over at the stove.
âJust some corn bread, macaroni and cheese, yams, and fried chicken,â she told me wiping her hands. âYou hungry, baby?â
âYou know I am! Did you know I was coming over?â I said.
âI figured you or your hardheaded cousin would make an appearance,â she said with a knowing smile.
My mouth was watering. She made me a plate, and I took it to the table to dig in. The first bite was pure perfection, and I didnât know how I was surviving without her cooking at the dorm. I knew everybody said their grandma could cook, but my grandma cooked as well as Whitney Houston sang. There was no one better. Her dream at one point in time was to open her own restaurant, but then she got pregnant and married a man who felt she would do better as a housewife. Whenever she spoke about her dreams and not being able to follow them, I always noticed the sadness in her eyes. I think that was why she wanted Mocha and me to go to school so bad, to make it and be something one day. I just wished I could live up to her expectations. I didnât have any dreams of a career, well, an honest career, that is. My dream was to lead the biggest drug cartel Detroit had ever seen. I wanted it all, and if I were to tell my grandmother that was the life I wanted to live, I was almost certain it would break her heart.
âWhatâs wrong with you, girl?â Grandma Rae stood over me staring with a concerned expression. âYou look like somebody stole your man or somethinâ!â
âNo, Iâm fine, Grandma Rae,â I laughed at her comment. âI was just focused on my food.â
Grandma Rae gave me a skeptical look, but she left me alone.
âWhereâs that girl Mocha at? I barely ever see the two of you apart! Like two peas in a pod you two are,â she said and sat down at the table with me.
âShe had class, and I just was tired of being cooped in that dorm,â I told her.
âWell, make sure you take that girl a plate. You know she loves my corn bread,â she waved her finger at me.
âHer ass does too,â I said under my breath, taking my last few bites of food.
âWhat?â Grandma Rae asked, not hearing what I said.
âOh nothing,â I told her. âHow have you been, Grandma Rae? I see Ray is still keeping you fly.â
âYea, you know that boy loves spendinâ his money on me.â Then she shook her head and stood up to start cleaning the kitchen. âI keep tellinâ that boy to save his money! Buying me all this designer shit. Iâm sixty-five years old! What do I need Gookie for?â
âI think you mean Gucci, Grandma Rae.â I giggled at her horrible pronunciation of the word.
âThatâs exactly why I donât need it!â
âYouâre right!â I said still laughing.
âI just wish he would settle down. When I donât hear from him, I canât help but to worry. I know what he does, and I donât like it, not one bit!â
I felt my head fall slightly; I couldnât look her in the face. I heard her sigh and continue sweeping.
âBut heâs grown now and has to find his own way. I know that money is addictive, but itâs