The Liar's Lullaby by Meg Gardiner Read Free Book Online

retriever, and kept roan quarter horses on their spread outside Missoula. As a political liability, Tasia had been no cause for alarm, not even a wisp of smoke on the horizon. She’d been a curiosity.
    Not anymore. Jo watched him, thinking: Let’s really see who I voted for here.
    McFarland gazed around the pressroom. “Tasia’s death is a tragedy. Sandy and I extend our sympathies to her family, and join her friends and all those around the country who are tonight mourning this . . .” He slowed, and his voice deepened. “. . . loss.”
    He looked down and shifted his weight. Still gripping the podium, he shook his head. Then he seemed to throw a switch.
    “Prepared remarks don’t cut it at a time like this.” He looked up. “This news is a kick in the gut. Tasia was too young to die.”
    Behind him, at the edge of the screen, stood presidential aides and the White House chief of staff. McFarland glanced their way. Their presence seemed to bolster him. He straightened.
    “Tasia was a force of nature. Plain and simple, she had more personality than anybody I’ve ever met. She could have moved mountains with a stare if she wanted. And for all her singing talent, and her fame, what marked her out was her generosity of spirit. She had a heart as big as the sky.”
    He paused. “Learning that she was shot to death with a pistol I bought is shattering. There’s no other word for it.”
    A buzz ran through the pressroom. McFarland took time to consider his next remark.
    “I didn’t intend to take questions this evening, but on my way in, I heard somebody asking if I knew Tasia had bipolar disorder when I left the gun with her.”
    In the background, the White House chief of staff stiffened. K. T. Lewicki had the bullet head of an English bull terrier, and he looked like he wanted to tackle McFarland. The president didn’t see it, or deliberately ignored it.
    “The answer is no,” he said. “Tasia and I were married for two years. She was twenty-three when we divorced. As I understand it, she was diagnosed with bipolar disorder in her early thirties.”
    He scanned the room, making eye contact. “I bought the pistol before I deployed for duty overseas. She was going to be home on her own. I wanted her to have a reliable means of defending herself.” His tone sharpened. “And before you ask—it never crossed my mind to take it from her when we divorced. That pistol was supposed to protect—”
    His expression fissured.
    “. . . protect her.” A glaring light seemed to shear across his face. “Offer a prayer for her. Thank you.”
    He turned and left the podium. He couldn’t have left faster if the room had been burning. A reporter said, “Mr. President, had you spoken to her recently?”
    McFarland raised a hand as he walked away. “No.”
    Another reporter called, “Do you know why she brought your gun to the concert? Mr. President, did she ever speak about suicide?”
    He shook his head and strode out the door.
    In the hospitality suite, people wandered away from the television. Behind Jo, a man said, “Conscience has him by the throat.”
    Tang turned. “Mr. Lecroix.”
    Searle Lecroix stood at the back of the room, hands shoved into the pockets of his jeans, staring at the TV from under the brim of his black Stetson. “That man’s just one more person who let her down. But at least he seems to know it.”
    His smoky drawl sounded hoarse. His face was drained. Tasia’s baby boy, her Mister Blue Eyes with the silver tongue, looked like he’d had the stuffing pounded out of him.
    Tang walked over. “I didn’t know you were still here.”
    “I couldn’t leave while Tasia’s out there,” he said. “Leave her lying on the field with people picking her over—I couldn’t. She deserves to have somebody nearby who cares.” His timbre dropped. “What happened to her?”
    “We don’t know yet,” Tang said. She motioned Jo over. “This is Dr. Beckett.”
    Tang explained what Jo did, and