the harsh wordâtook her far from where he was, but she seemed to have no purpose to her wanderings, and several times came close enough that he could truly study her. Like so many of her kind, she carried that thing they called a camera. He would like to know what they did with their cameras once they were done pointing them. At least they didnât make a noise like a gun, and he guessed they werenât weapons because they often pointed them at each other.
Sheâd come here alone. Heâd seen loners before, but there was something about her that made her stand out from the others. Heâd tried to tell himself it was because he held her responsible for his awakening, but tonight, with Owl foretelling of death and his body restless with his man-need, he knew it was more than that.
He wanted her. Heâd been awake for six moons and looked at women with lust and then acknowledged that he couldnât have them. Heâd spent his lust-need by running until his lungs screamed. But what he felt for her was different. Like the power of a volcano, it held him in its fiery grasp and warned him that if he didnât run until his legs gave out, he might take her. If he did, she would alert the army men and they would kill him.
Was that Owlâs warning? That his need for this woman would mean the end to him?
A growl of anguish rolled up from deep inside him and pushed its way past his lips. Shaking his head, he tried to deny the depth of his craving, but it was no good. Heâd had a wife, a woman chosen by his family because of her social standing in the clan. Although sheâd been older than him with interest in little more than digging camas bulbs and drying and storing them for winter, sheâd let him climb atop her andheâd spent his energy inside her. Sheâd given him his son. For that he would always be grateful to her.
But she was dead and energy fed upon him the way lightning-born fire feeds upon trees and brush.
When another cry threatened to find freedom, he shoved himself into a sitting position. The moonlight now slid over his head and shoulders, carved his legs in shadowy relief. Gripping a calf, he thought about the great distance heâd walked today, not hunting as he should have, but searching for the woman again.
She carried herself as few of the enemy did. Instead of lumbering like a grass-fattened cow, she walked with an ease that drew reluctant admiration from him. She must spend much of her life, not in a small, cramped house, but where her legs could find exercise. She was tall, slender. Her hair flowed long and straight and dark down her back; the wind loved to play with it. He wondered where sheâd come from, where she would go when her time here was done. He wondered what had brought her here. Most of all he asked himself what sheâd thought when he showed himself to her.
Sheâd known he was watching her today. Heâd seen the truth in the way she looked around, the wariness in her bear-brown eyes. After spending the morning pointing her camera at anything that moved, sheâd joined some of the enemy. Even when she was surrounded by them, there were times when she scanned the horizon, and although he was so far away that he couldnât read the truth in her gaze, heâd sensed it in what her body said to him.
Her body, her hated womanâs body.
He flopped back on his pelt but a moment later scrambled to his feet and strode to the nearest wall. Although it lay in complete shadow, he placed his hand flat over a drawing of men herding elk into a brush-and-rope enclosure. When the settlers came bringing their hungry cattle with them, the elk had fled to the mountains and there had no longer been a use for the enclosures. Still, this drawing, like others of Eagle and Bear and Frog and Weasel, of generations of Maklakslife and ways, remained. As long as they did, as long as he devoted himself to their care and protection, he