seemed the kind thing to do.
Despite what his family believed, heâd seen her numerous times since the breakup, although it had been a while. Not so long that he didnât recognize her flirting, or the way her lashes fluttered at him. If he chose, tonight after dinner, he could go to her house and sheâd let him in. Theyâd go to bed and the sex would be great. Theyâd talk and laugh. Share stories about students and colleagues. Discuss papers theyâd written and fall right back into the old rhythms of their relationship. But, in the morning, he still wouldnât look at her the right way, and he wouldnât be able to explain why, any better than the first time.
âNot true,â Gracie said, stirring him from his thoughts. âYou freaked out at me.â
James turned to the woman who was equal parts nightmare and fantasy. âI think thatâs a bit of an exaggeration.â
Gracie shook her head, her curls flying. âYou were definitely mad.â
âYou provoked me.â Mad wasnât the right word. She frustrated him. Heâd never been attracted to someone he had nothing in common with. Who disliked him so intensely. How could he barely be in the same room with her without an argument, and still want her?
She sighed, a deep, resigned sound. âYeah, I did and Iâm sorry.â
Surprise lit through him. Had he heard her right? From the corner of his vision he could see the two couples watching them with rapt attention. He shrugged. âI might have overreacted a little.â
âI pushed,â she said, a smile flirting over her lips. She tilted her head toward the couples. âMaybe, for the sake of the lovebirds, we could call a truce?â
It had been his goal all day, so why didnât it sit well with him? He nodded. âIâd like that.â
Their gazes locked, and a glimmer of something passed between them, before she jerked her attention away and picked up her menu. âItâs settled then. Whatâs good here?â
As usual, everyone started talking at once.
James returned to his own menu, scanning the items, not really paying attention to the food or the conversation. Her desire to call a truce sat like a thorn in his side. Heâd accomplished what heâd set out to do this morning, but at an unwelcome cost.
The truth.
A part of him liked how she baited him, because deep down heâd wanted to believe it meant something. When heâd stayed behind to talk to Lindsey, it hadnât been to catch up with her. Heâd wanted to see if Gracie might get jealous.
Lindsey was a beautiful woman, and he couldnât deny heâd wanted Gracie to see that he wasnât quite the geek she thought he was. That, while she believed he sat in his basement playing World of Warcraft , in reality he was as capable as any other man of landing a pretty girl.
But, as with all his plans with Gracie, it had backfired. While she seemed interested in his relationship with Lindsey, and her barb about Lindseyâs name rang with a hint of jealousy, she now wanted to drop the hostility. After being nice to Gracie all day, now that sheâd met Lindsey she wanted to call a truce. He pondered what it meant. Why did she have to be such a difficult read? He didnât have this kind of trouble with other women. In fairness, with another woman, heâd ask her to explain and expect a straightforward answer. An option not available to him and the vexing Gracie, where every conversation, no matter how simple, turned into a raging fight.
So, with direct communication off the table, he could only apply the Occamâs razor principle to derive the most logical conclusion. Gracie, like him, wished heâd meet someone, thereby rendering their chemistry moot. Thus, when she met Lindsey, sheâd determined James no longer posed a threat and she could therefore relax.
It was the simplest, most straightforward reason.
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