dinner.
Gracie blinked, realizing Maddie was still talking.
âWe asked what happened, but all he would say was that they were no longer together. He refused to say why the relationship ended.â She turned her extremely cute but worried face toward Shane. âHas he even seen her since then? Or is this the first time?â
Shane shrugged. âI have no idea. You know how he is.â
Questions burned in Gracieâs brain, but, afraid theyâd tumble out and reveal her unnatural curiosity, she pressed her lips together and prayed Maddie would fill in the silence. When she didnât, Gracie coolly turned her attention to the menu. âInteresting.â
âWhatâs interesting?â James asked from behind her, making her jump, thus explaining why Maddie hadnât elaborated. He slid into the empty seat next to Gracie.
Silence filled the table as they all looked at him.
He raised a brow.
Gracie waited for Shane or Maddie to say something, but they didnât.
The silence grew.
âWhatâs going on?â James asked, his tone filled with suspicion.
âNothing,â Maddie said, straightening in her chair.
More awkward silence.
Something broke inside Gracie and, per usual, her mouth ran away with her. âWe were talking about you and your ex-girlfriend. Theyâre worried youâre going to freak out over seeing her.â
The whole table gaped at her, and heat crawled up her neck. She tilted her chin and said before she put any thought into it, âAnd what kind of name is Lindsey Lord? Is she a stripper?â
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James blinked at Gracie, a smile threatening at the corners of his mouth. He raised a brow. âStripper?â The idea of the refined Lindsey circling a stripper pole was laughable. Lindsey was so far from anything resembling a porn star, the notion was preposterous. She was refined, highly intelligent, and very well respected in her field. âSheâs a physicist at the University of Chicago.â
Gracie frowned and waved her hand through the air. âSame difference.â
James laughed, and her eyes widened in surprise. âHardly. But I can assure you Iâm not about to freak out.â
Shane drained half a glass of water before he said, âYeah, you never do.â
Maddie leaned forward, her expression concerned. âDo you want to talk about it?â
âThereâs nothing to talk about.â James turned to his menu, hoping to close the subject. Theyâd assumed Lindsey had ended their relationship and left him heartbroken, and heâd never bothered to disabuse them of the notion. The truth was, heâd broken up with her and let people fill in the blanks as they chose. His rationale had been twofold: heâd wanted to protect her privacy, and it freed him from explaining his unexplainable actions.
After five years together, Lindsey had wanted to get engaged. It made sense. On paper, sheâd been perfect for him. She was smart, beautiful, and accomplished. They had the same interests, same educational background, were both in academia, and had the same values and life goals. Lindsey was about as perfect for him as a woman could get, but something had been missing. Every time heâd planned on buying an engagement ring, he hadnât been able to walk into the store.
Heâd searched his mind for what it was and couldnât come up with a sound justification for his apathy. The only thing heâd been able to pinpoint was that heâd never looked at her the way his dad had looked at his mom. An abstract reason, but true, nonetheless. His world had been pleasant when sheâd been around. Heâd enjoyed her company. But the sun didnât rise and fall because of her, and in the end, it wasnât enough.
No one had ever guessed heâd been the one to break her heart. Sheâd been devastated, heâd felt horrible, and letting people think sheâd dumped him
Alexandra Ivy, Laura Wright