Her clothes smelled mustier than usual. âWell, yes, in a killing jar. Thatâs how we get all our specimens, Steven. We just put them in a jar with a little ethyl acetateâitâs like nail polish remover, and it konks them out.â
âKills them.â
She nodded, looking at me uncertainly. âDoes that upset you? I thought youââ
âHated wasps. Yeah, I do.â It wasnât the fact that sheâd killed it. It was the fact that I already knew, because my dream wasp, the queen, had told me.
âAre you okay?â she asked.
âUh-huh. So . . . what kind of wasp was it?â
Her face got all eager again. âI still donât know. My prof wasnât there, but I showed it around to some of the other people in the lab, and no one could identify it. I said maybe itâs just some kind of albino, but no one had ever really heard of an albino wasp, so . . .â
I felt the familiar prickle of electricity start along my upper back, threatening to radiate out my arms. âReally?â
She nodded. âAnd the more I looked at itâI think thereâs something strange about its structure.â
âIts body?â
âYeah.â She frowned. âThe proportions of the head, thorax, and abdomen, and some of the connective structures, theyâre not like other waspsâ. . . .â
For a moment I stopped hearing her, becausemy heart was beating in my ears, and I felt the dayâs heat hard on my face.
â. . . it might not even be a wasp,â Vanessa was saying.
âWhat is it, then?â I asked, and I guess I mustâve sounded a bit panicky, because she looked at me strangely again.
âWell, weâll see what my prof says.â
âThe doctor said it was a wasp!â I said. âHe said I got a wasp sting.â
âWell, lots of things sting. I mean, Iâm just an undergrad, Steven. I donât know much about insects at all. It might be a new species, or just a variation thatâs not been noted before around here. Weâll see.â
T HE BIG LADDER WAS IN THE GARAGE . D AD used it to clean out the gutters in the fall. It was pretty light, and I didnât have much trouble carrying it around the side of the house. I unfolded it and notched the safety hinges. Iâd climbed up only once before, and that was with Dad standing at the bottom, holding on.
I bumped it along the wall so it was right underneath the nest. It didnât reach all the way. There was still a big gap. That was why I had the broom.I figured that from the top of the ladder Iâd be able to reach up and knock the nest off. It would fall and smash on the ground. All the wasps would swarm out. But Iâd get down the ladder as soon as possible and pelt inside. I had my EpiPen in my pocket, just in case.
I was home alone. Vanessa had taken Nicole and the baby down the street for ice cream and then to the park. Iâd said I was staying at home to read. Iâd been home a lot this summer. We hadnât planned a vacation, because of the baby, and my day camp didnât start till August. Brendan and Sanjay were both away someplace or other.
I started up the ladder. After a few rungs I felt the legs shift a little, but it still seemed pretty stable. It was funny. I was afraid of a lot of things, but heights wasnât one of them. Even though I had scary dreams where I was stranded on top ofskinny poles, or razor-thin ledges, I liked climbing trees and going up glass elevators, and standing on the see-through floor of the CN Tower.
I wore a long-sleeved shirt, with a hoodie over it, the hood pulled tight, leaving only a small circle for my eyes and nose. As I went higher, the ladder clicked and creaked. With my left hand I held tight to the side; with my right I gripped the broom. I was aware of the wasps flying past overhead, to and from the nest.
With every rung I got angrier. My parents couldnât even deal with
Jo Willow, Sharon Gurley-Headley