bluntly than the substitutes, however. He had to progress with agonizing slowness, tiny thrusts of his tip against her resistant, puckered hole. When he did manage his entire tip, the sensation was more full, more overwhelming than with the placeboes. He was so slick with lubricant that the feel of him was more pleasure than pain as he carefully, slowly, began to move. She could feel him shaking much as he had that first night in the shadowbox, holding himself under staunch control so as not to hurt her.
It only barely registered. She trusted him completely and such a delightful pressure was building inside, such a beautiful, glowing heat, she felt herself narrowing and tightening. Her breath fell shallow as a new tension unlike anything she’d ever felt began to gather. Every bit of sensation he delivered with his cock inside her ass was tripled inside her cunt, brewing like a crackling, whirling tropical storm.
Behind her, Josh growled out an, “Oh, God. I can feel you. Hold still a second.”
She stopped moving, stopped breathing as he drew back a bit. He inserted something very thick and warm and vibrating into her cunt. She could feel it was ribbed, and as he pushed into her once more, her mouth opened involuntarily to drag in a mindless, helpless breath. So full. So wonderfully, beautifully full. She hoped he felt something close to this. She wanted him to feel this sensation, to enjoy this as much as she was.
That was the last thought before the intensity overcame her, pushing her into a deep chasm of dark, pulsing pleasure so thunderous all reality disappeared for a time. She returned only briefly when Josh’s breath caught and stuttered. He once again went rigid, unable to control a thrust that sent her flying off again, her pussy and anus clenching down hard on the ribbed dildo and his cock.
His senses returned before hers. She whimpered as he withdrew from her, and took the dildo away as well. She felt him lifting her, too relaxed to care much about anything as he elbowed the bathroom door all the way open and lowered them both into the hot tub.
The warm water felt good everywhere. She clung to him, twining her arms and legs around him once more as he settled them in. He kissed her then, a deep, intimate exploration.
When he took his mouth away again, he said, “You were beautiful. You are beautiful.”
“Mmm.” She licked her lips where the taste of him lingered. “Thank you. For the compliment, and for everything else. I don’t think I could have enjoyed it so much with anyone else.”
He moved his hands, sliding them up her ribs to cup her breasts. “I’m glad you liked it. But I need to ask you. Would it make things difficult or uncomfortable if I became a regular?”
Her first reaction was one of hesitation. Then she realized what he was really asking. Josh was a widower who, by all accounts, did not intend to enter into another relationship either. If she agreed to this, they would both be safe to enjoy each other without complications neither of them wanted or needed.
She was okay with that. But what about Josh? Was he really as disinterested in an attachment as he seemed?
“Don’t frown,” he said. “I’ve been around this stuff a long time, Amanda, and I know things can get intense. People think they have the emotional side of this figured out, but they never really do. The only thing I can tell you for certain is that as long as you don’t hide anything from me or Thomas or Steph, you’ll be just fine.”
She raised her brows at him. “Okay, now that you bring it up, let’s rewind to the part where we were walking together after my threesome. I asked you about being a contractor and you didn’t tell me you were part owner of this place.”
A guilty smile warmed his features. “I don’t advertise it, is all. And I don’t usually involve myself with the staff, but it’s different with you. I guess I understand why Thomas says you don’t belong here.”
“What? Why