decided to leave me. But I canât understand how she could leave our baby.â
Lindseyâs face again, whose eyes were such a deep blue that in certain light and certain mood they appeared violet. I thought about the new life I had held in my hands, minutes after gripping the potential death of the Colt Python in the same hands. It was a corny thought, to be sure. But Lindseyâs voice burned like acid on my face: You did this!
Focus, Mapstone. âWhy didnât AFP get her addicted? Thatâs the usual M.O. for a pimp.â
âShe convinced him sheâd be worth more clean. She was good at convincing people. AFP sees himself as a businessman. She paid him straight, every week, until she disappeared and came to be with me.â
âDid it bother you that sheâd fucked all those men?â
I phrased it as crudely as I could and he stared at the carpet. He was a natural suspect. Jealousy was always a prime motive, wronged spouses and boyfriends always prime suspects.
âAll those men, their dicks inside her.â I spoke tawdry fluently. âIt would sure bother me. It would bother me to find that my wife had been fucking even one man other than me.â
Trust me. Only every second, splinters under my skin. But the splinters didnât want to make me kill her.
I said, âI know youâre a nice guy, Tim. But didnât it get to you? Did you ever think about killing her when you thought about all those menâ¦â
âNo!â His face flushed apple-red.
I took my time, studying his expression and body language, and letting the silence work for me, having watched Peralta interrogate many suspects.
Finally, Tim drew up his wiry frame. âThat was in the past. She regretted it. I loved her. Iâd rather die than hurt her.â
I believed him. He didnât have murder in him.
âDid she ever talk about a man named Larry Zisman? He used to be a pro football player. Owned a condo downtown.â
âWas that one of her clients?â
I didnât answer.
âThe name doesnât sound familiar,â he said. âAnd she didnât talk about those men. I didnât want to know and she didnât tell me.â
âSo you guys lived alone here. What about friends?â
âWeâd say hi to neighbors. Itâs that kind of place. Grace stayed in touch with Addisonâ¦â
âWho the hell is that? A man or a woman?â
âA woman. She was her best friend.â
âDid she visit?â
Tim said that Addison had visited several times, but they never left O.B.
âAddison didnât know anything about Graceâs, you know, business.â
âI need her contact information.â Then I asked when he had seen Grace last.
âThe morning of April twenty-second. I had classes. When I came home, she was gone. I never even got a text goodbye. All her stuff is still here. It doesnât make any sense.â
âAre you afraid sheâs gone back to the life?â
He shook his head. âShe said she was done and I believed her. She got rid of her old phone, even. We were good together.â He sighed. âI wanted to save her from the past.â
Tim Lewis looked like a weak reed of a white knight, but his sincerity was obvious. I had gone through my white-knight phase. Now I was covered with tarnish. I made him go through the day she disappeared in detail. He had gone to classes at eight-thirty that morning. Grace was with the baby at home. When he returned around three that afternoon, she was gone. All she took was her purse and cell phone. She always carried pepper spray and a knife in that purse. Nothing had seemed unusual in their apartment.
âWhy didnât you go to the police?â
âI filed a missing personâs report the next day. The cops made me wait twenty-four hours and even then they didnât take me very seriously. I could tell. They thought sheâd left me.