mug, spoon coffee into two others, pour boiling water into all three. While Sophie took the hot Oxo to her mother Ashley put milk and sugar into their coffees. He looked out of the kitchen window at the estate and beyond it. In the distance stood the metal fretwork of three enormous horseshoes, the new hospital they were building. And above the frameworks, cranes, five of them, reaching high into the cold silver sky then dipping down into the nest of the construction site.
When Sophie returned to the kitchen Ashley stuck his hand up his hoodie. Sophie watched him pull out a red Babygro and put it on the kitchen counter. Then another, white this time. A white cardigan. A blue one. Some white booties. âPresent for you.â
âNicked.â
âNah.â He grinned.
âCourse they ainât.â She was grinning too.
âThe market. I tried Motherâs Pride. But everythingâs tagged soââ
âMotherâs Pride?â
âWhatâs it called?â
âMothercare.â
âYeah. Well I need to do that when itâs crowded. People to weave in and out of. So I can do a runner. I reckon I can get you a buggy though.â
Sophie collected up the baby clothes. âIâll show these to Mel.â Ashley frowned. âItâs okay. Sheâs cool.â Ashley followed Sophie but remained standing in the doorway. âLook, Mel. What Ash got me.â
Mel slid her head away from the television and pushed her shades above her eyes. In her other hand she held the remote. She muted the sound. âOh Christ. Baby clothes. Thatâs really cheered me up. I feel about forty now.â She reached for the bundle. âNan. Christ.â She examined the clothes. âNice though. Useful.â She looked towards Ashley still in the doorway. âWhere you knock these from?â
âMarket.â
âBe careful.â Then, to Sophie, âSome people think itâs unlucky to get stuff too early. Still. Useful though. Thanks, love. I couldnât half do with a new leather purse next time youâre down that way.â She handed the clothes back to Sophie. âThe Somali lads, at the end of the curtains row, do some nice ones.â She returned her shades to her nose, her head to the arm of the settee and sound to the television.
There was confusion in Mrs Grahamâs eyes. She looked around. âThe dogs. Where are they?â The womanâs face seemed to grow. A monster. The giantâs wife. Ashley could see the small lines around the mouth, pouches at the end of the lips, some tiny hairs beneath the make-up. When she opened it again he was sure he would fall in.
âNicked.â
âNicked?â
âYes. Iâm sorry, Mrs Graham.â
Her hand reached for support, but she was further from the door than she thought, and she stumbled against it. âWhat do you mean? Nicked? Three Staffs, nicked?â
Ashley stopped trying to fight the tears and let them fall. âIâm sorry, Mrs Graham. Really.â He started to shake. âA bloke I see sometimes when Iâm walking them down the canal. Heâs all right. Least I thought he was. Always stops and talks, plays with the dogs. Friendly. This morning when he was playing with them, two other blokes, well one was a kid really, jumped out of the bushes and got hold of me. The kid had a knife. He held me round the neck. The other punched me, twice, in the belly. They leashed the dogs and took them up the towpath a bit and through the bushes. The kid was saying things likeââ Ashley started sobbing. âThings like could I swim. He pulled me to the edge of the canal and said, itâs more difficult with a cut throat. I thought he was going to do it, Mrs Graham.â Sobs halted him again. His body shook. âI really did. I thought he was going to cut me. But he just pushed me in, and ran after the others.â
Ashley stood crying before Mrs