had so many years in his dish because that was surely proof that God wanted him to remain here to watch over his lands and his people, to ensure their safety from the wicked that roamed the earth.
Wicked, he thought, and looked toward his nephew, Trevor. Aye, his nephew and heir, the future Earl of Monmouth, a pretty fellow who was always polite to him, any feelings he felt always held behind those veiled lying eyes of his.
He tried to keep the contempt from his voice as he forced himself back to Elizabeth. He forced himself to say the words aloud, but it was difficult, for to say them meant that they were true. He felt the gnawing of helplessness, felt nearly bowed to his knees with it. He swallowed, saying nothing for another moment, but Elizabeth held herself perfectly quiet, Trevor thesame. There was no news, he thought, and said, âItâs been two days now, two days without a word, without a clue, without a sign of Sabrina. Have you brought me no news at all then? You know very well, Elizabeth, that she wouldnât leave her home without some powerful reason to motivate her.â He pulled a crumpled piece of paper from his dressing-gown pocket and waved it at Elizabeth, a granddaughter heâd tried to love, tried to shield, but sheâd not wanted that from him. Fear clutched at him, making his belly twist and knot. âAs for the letter she left meâit tells me nothing. Damnation, what does this mean? She writes that she can no longer remain here and must go to her aunt Barresford in London?â He thought of Sabrinaâs mare, her legs scratched from brambles, the left foreleg lame, returned yesterday to the Abbey, and felt his blood run cold. His blood had been cold now for two days. âNo, donât you dare tell me again about her depressed spirits, whatever that means. I want the truth now, Elizabeth. I donât want any more of your lies.â
Elizabeth stood tall above the earl, almost wraithlike in her slenderness, and nervously shifted her weight to her other foot. What was she to say to this miserable old man who was the undisputed master, who didnât even allow her to sit in his presence? How she wanted him to suffer. He deserved to for the slights heâd given her since the day Sabrina had been born. But the tug of fear was still there. She felt what little color she normally had fade until she knew her face was as white as the wall behind her grandfatherâs chair. She didnât move, something sheâd managed to master many years ago. She never fidgeted in front of him, never showed him how much she despised him for his disregard of her. She nearly smiled as she said, âI have no lies to tell, Grandfather. It was as I firsttold you. Sabrina was quiet, withdrawn from me. I know nothing more today, truly.â
And Trevor, his too-pretty nephew with his grand manner, said, âElizabeth doesnât wish to cause you more pain, sir.â As he spoke he gently squeezed one of her pale slender hands. âCome, my dear, we must not further dissemble. You cannot protect your little sister forever.â
Elizabethâs eyes widened at her husbandâs words. She felt the excitement coiled in him, the pleasure at delivering a death blow, but she was afraid, still afraid of this wretched old man who held the reins of power over her, and would hold them until he died. Sometimes she wondered if heâd come back even after he was dead, and heâd torment her and mock her and sheâd whimper and want to give up. And heâd win, heâd always win.
It was her grandfatherâs words that decided her. Curse him to hell where he belonged. She shriveled as he said, his mouth twisted with dislike, âWell, girl, donât stand there like a stupid cow. Out with it. If you know something about Sabrinaâs leaving, I will hear it now, by God. And Iâm tired of your supposed truths, Elizabeth, for they ring as hollow as a foolâs