The Prince Of Highland Park by Marilyn Faith Read Free Book Online

away. 
     
    Taking a deep breath to calm himself down he said. “I can understand why you would jump to that conclusion. I see what goes on at the club. Let me say this if I’m committed to someone I would never do that to her.  I see the effect it has on the women and I would never want to hurt my girl in that way … ever.”  Well it’s good to know that he does think what goes on at the club is wrong and not just sum it up as the boys club. “I am sorry. How about we call it a night and talk later or tomorrow?”  He got up from the sand looking intensely at me. “Can I see you tomorrow? I want to spend more time with you,” he asks.
    “I’d like that, call me tomorrow so we can plan where and when.” I smiled hearing that he still wanted to spend time with me.   Holding my face in his hands he leans in planting a tender kiss on my lips.  When he pulled back I wanted to go after his mouth knowing that peck was nowhere enough.  If I didn’t hold my ground I would go after those lips voraciously, I didn’t want to seem desperate so I held myself back. 
     
    Leaving the lake I felt an uneasy feeling wash over me, like we are being followed.  Looking around not wanting to freak out Ryan as he walk me to my car, but I didn’t see anyone or anything weird; it must be my own paranoia.  I must be slowly losing my mind. When we got to my car we said our goodbyes as I try to shake the uneasy feeling, while I got in my car.   Driving home I touched my lips, I wanted so much more.   If he didn’t pull back I would have deepened our kiss.  All the time we were sitting in the sand I was hoping he would kiss me the way he did at the party.  I go weak in the knees thinking about what I wanted to happen.
     

Ryan Chapter Eight
     
    I wanted so badly to deepen that kiss.  I had to stick to the plan if I didn’t want her to think I only wanted to get in between her legs.  If only she knew how hard it was for me to walk away with just a peck on her lips.  I could see that she wanted more, but I couldn’t.  She tries to hide her feelings, but her face is like an open book and I love that about her. I can know if she I lying or hiding something.  So far I like being around her, I don’t know if I like what I feel, because it scares me.  I didn’t want to be a pussy and admit that bit to her knowing she is right it is going to get complicated when it comes to my friends and my parents.  Unfortunately how they will handle me going after her is going to affect me, because I don’t share their sentiments over money or people. 
     
    When I told her the reason I didn’t go to Yale I could see the appreciation on her face.   It wasn’t because she though I socked it to my dad, but the reasoning behind it.  The more I see her the more she impresses me without even trying.  That amazes me.   The people around me always seem to bend over backwards kissing my ass and I hate it.  You never know people real motives around you, and it makes me not want to trust anyone, even the ones that are being true. 
    Evelyn ha s me reevaluating a lot of things.  She gets me more than I feel comfortable with.  I like her more than I want to, and I don’t like having no control over how I feel.  I messed around with more girls than I care to share, and I’ve never felt this attraction to any of them, not even close. So why her, why now? 
     
    After that kiss at the party I knew I was hooked, I knew it would never be enough and that was only one kiss.  I want her so much.  I know I have to be careful. I couldn’t just seek pleasure from her like I do the other girls I sleep with.  Evelyn doesn’t know the score, and frankly I don’t think pleasure is all I want from her, I know I want more, I just don’t know how to go about it.  If it goes wrong I know she would conclude that I deliberately went after her just to find out what it was like to be with someone like her.  If I don’t, she is going to think