Pye is washing dishes in the scullery.â Someone also had to collect and dispose of the poisoned scraps of meat Cook had left lying temptingly about as rat bait.
I put the scrub brush down for a moment to push the curls off my forehead where theyâd escaped their clumsy topknot and looked up at Mrs. Grigson. Only then could I see the distress in her honest eyes.
I was not the only one for whom Wilheminaâs arrival at Lancastyr Manor had spelled heartbreak.
âDonât worry about me,â I said, smiling with an effort. âYour task is harder than mine: trying to keep the manor running since ⦠sinceââ
âSince that creature bewitched your father!â
âSssh, Mrs. Grigson! Cook is in her rooms, but she could be back at any time, and you know how sensitive she is about Wilhemina.â
âSensitive? Ha! Sheâs a fine one, that Cook,â Mrs.Grigson said bitterly, her chin thrust forward. âBrought here by Lady Wilhemina from her home in the country to replace our good cook Mrs. Benjy without so much as a by-your-leave! Everyone says Cook spies for her high-and-mighty ladyship and tattles when we complain.â
âThatâs why you shouldnât be speaking to me. You know the only reason you havenât been discharged yet is that you are willing to remain in spite of the fact that she has not paid you wages for months, and you put up with her evil temper.â
Mrs. Grigson dabbed a shaking knuckle at the wrinkled corner of one eye. âYou have the right of it. I tolerate her behavior because I must keep my place here. Iâm too old to make my way afresh in the world. And you, childâI must look after you. But regardless of that, I had a reason to seek you out just now, my lady. Your stepmother has asked to see you in her chambers.â
âOh!â Was the sudden shaking in my breast fear? Or anger? Whatever it was, it haunted me daily.
I dropped the brush into the bucket, rose, and used my coarse skirt to dry my hands. âVery well. I shall go at once.â
Mrs. Grigson stepped closer and extended her hands toward me as if to touch my shoulders, then let them fall. She took a deep breath. âMy lady, you mustnât give in to your stepmother any longer. You must find the courage to stand up to her.â
âMrs. Grigson,â I said quietly, âdo you believe I am a coward for not defying Wilhemina?â
âOf course not!â she said, but her tone was unconvincing. âI understand that youâre a gentle thing, my lady, and not bred to deal with the likes of such a woman. But it is your right to be treated with honor, as the true daughter of the house. Will you reflect upon that, for my sake?â
I nodded, unable to speak, though I longed to tell her the truth.
She dropped a kiss on my forehead. âBlessings upon you, Lady Rose, and luck.â
I suppose I ought to have been insulted by her familiarity, yet it was so long since anyone had handled me gently, with love, that I felt a sorrowful weakness wash through me.
Mother, Mother. Why did you leave me here all alone?
Oh, no. This would never do. One kiss from the kindly housekeeper, and I come apart at the seams like one of Eustaciaâs overstuffed dresses? No. I had to be strong for my father, for Jessamyn, and for Mrs. Grigson herself.
I squared my shoulders and went upstairs. I wondered what fresh torment Wilhemina had dreamed up for me. Nothing she could devise would surprise me now â¦
Or so I thought.
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
Minutes later, I stumbled from Wilheminaâs chamber in confusion, closed the door, and leaned back against it. I tried to catch my breath and somehow make sense of what had just occurred. Then I heard someone whisper my name.
â Pssst. Rose!â
I looked around.
It was Jessamyn, of course. She peeked from behind the stiff brocade curtains of a nearby window seat, her brown locks twining