go?â
âWe remember, so they want us gone. Our forefathers rode together, poor menâwhite, black, and redâbeside each other against oppression in Baconâs Rebellion. We were all Godâs men then, before the powerful and wealthy found a way to separate and trick us. We all stood as men on the same even ground then. We remember, so they want us gone.â The recollections smoldered in Thomas Hathcockâs eyes.
âGood and bad, free and slave, was not based on color. A man of color could be a man of wealth and property,â Exum Artis agreed.
âAll that changed after Baconâs Rebellion. Suddenly the white manâgood or badâwas given a halo and wings,â Arnold said.
âFreemen? This is not freedom! They tell us where we can live and what we can grow. Nathaniel Francis rents to us, rent we cannot afford, all the while scheming to take what little we still have, or to take us as slaves for debts we owe. At the end of the season, they take most of our crops and tell us we still owe them more.â
âWe have had to sell land for medicine, for seed, and soon all we have will be gone.â Thomas Hathcock shook his head.
âThe doctors wonât touch us. They look at us. Afraid the color will rub off.â
âBut we remember.â
Nat Turner had heard the stories before. He carried the stories, breathed the stories.
âWe know they were not kings and princes. We know they were just men, like us. We know, we were here, and we saw them. They struggled to live on the land, like us. We were here then when there were black and white and Nottoway landowners. There was no word from God, from the Great Father, that only white men were men. We know they are flesh like we are. We were here when it all began.â
Nat Turner and the others knew that there was a plan afoot, a law, to send the freemen to other places, to wipe away the memory. The white men didnât want to remember themselves as slaves or as prisoners who came to America in chains. They didnât want to remember themselves as poor people with few choices. They didnât want to remember that, when they were starving and had nothing, they gave themselves permission to stealâland and peopleâuntil they had enough. They wanted to forget and so they had bought, stolen, and taken by force, the power to forget what theyâd doneâthe power to rewrite history.
They bought horses and people and pigs, new clothes and new names. They made themselves titles and positions. They bought carriages, hoop skirts, built houses with windows and stairs, and then went about erasing and evicting those who dared remember their past.
When Thomas Hathcockâs wife passed by, he stopped her. âBut now our lives have changed. We have seen free people forced into chains. We had the good of Godâs land, but it has been stolen from us.
âSee my wifeâs hands? She scalds them making preserves to earn a little money. Do you think they will let her sell her goods at the market? Years ago we could, but now she cannot sell there to white men. We cannot sell among ourselves; no one has money to buy.â His wife sighed and then returned to the stove.
Thomas gestured around the small room. âBut what they will not buy, they come to the house and demand. All the power is in their hands. If they steal it from her, who can we go to? There is no court for black men. There is no sheriff for men with dark skin. No black man can charge a white man with a crime.â
âThey tell us where to live, on land that belonged to us long before those we remember walked this earth. Almost every day there is a threat that someone will have us shipped out of this state away from the land that holds our fathersâ bones. Shipped overseas to some land weâve never heard of.â Arnold Artis lowered his voice. âAnd they say we are free, but they treat our wives as their property. They