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shouldn’t dine in. I want a healthy
baby so I need to follow the doctor’s orders.
    Sebastian and me, alone right now, isn’t a
good idea. If it wasn’t for the fact I was carrying his baby, I’m
sure I would be in a body bag on the side of the road by
dinnertime. Ironically, the entire reason he is mad is because of
the baby.
    Go figure.
    My mother agrees with Sebastian and so does
Jonathon. I can tell Jonathon is worried for me but what can he do?
I did this to myself and now I have to deal with the
consequences.
    Everyone waits out in the hallway as I change
back into my clothing. I try to take my time but it will only stall
the inevitable. I have to have an uncomfortable conversation with
Sebastian that I don’t want to have.
    When he realizes that he is going to be a
part of the baby’s life, maybe he’ll forgive me. I never intended
for him not to know. I always planned on him playing an active
role.
    Once I’m dressed, I meet everyone out in the
hallway and we exit the emergency room of the County Hospital.
Sebastian gives my mother the name of the hotel and room number,
and then we go our separate ways. We make it to the Mercedes and
Sebastian opens my door for me to get in. He still hasn’t said a
word to me or looked at me. I can’t handle the rejection but I mask
my feelings and get in the car. I thank the Lord that I won’t be
alone with him for too long.

Chapter Five

    The drive to the hotel took fifteen minutes
from the hospital. It seemed like hours. Sebastian still hasn’t
spoken to me and the silence is defining. In this moment I want to
run. I want to do whatever I can to avoid the conversation we are
going to have once he decides to speak to me.
    The reality of the situation is, I can’t run.
I’m an adult and I need to start taking responsibility for my
actions. I need to stop running.
    I take a few deep breaths and try to figure
out what I’m going to say to him. Where I should start. I want him
to understand where I’m coming from. I want him to understand that
I’m scared shitless and running was the only thing I knew to
do.
    By the time we pull into the hotel parking
lot I still haven’t decided what to say. We get out of the car and
head into the hotel. Sebastian exchanges pleasantries with the
doorman and then whisks us off to the elevators.
    The elevator feels like an eight by eight
cell with the tension radiating off Sebastian’s body. We get off on
his floor and go to Sebastian’s room. I’m preparing myself for his
wrath as he closes the door to the room after we walk in. What I
don’t expect is the desire I see in his eyes as he turns toward me.
My eyes meet his and in two steps our mouths are on each other
while our hands grab onto whatever they can reach.
    I can’t get close enough to him. It’s not a
sweet, intimate kiss. It’s rough, angry, can’t get enough of each
other, all out battle of a kiss. I’m instantly wet and my body is
quickly reminding me of the orgasm it was denied earlier today.
Sebastian’s lips are hard on mine and I respond to him roughly
back. His lips move down my neck, nipping and licking on their
path. I feel a chill run over my body yet his lips leave a heated
sensation on my skin
    My hand moves to the front of his jeans and
gropes his already hard erection. I need him right now. It’s fast…
quick… and messy. One minute we're kissing the next minute I’m
being pushed onto the bed and Sebastian is undoing his jeans. He
drops them to the floor as I pull my own jeans off. Sebastian sits
on the bed, pulls me over to him, and lowers me onto his cock.
    I can feel him hit me so deep and it feels
amazing. We are both completely clothed from the waist up, but I
don’t care. I haven’t been with him in weeks and my body will take
whatever it can get.
    He grabs hold of my hips and starts moving me
at a fast pace up and down his erection. My eyes close as I start
breathing harder and faster. I’m so turned on right now I might
explode. His