of.â
âBut really, George,â I protested. âI donât believe Father considers her at all as a woman . Sheâs a very useful machine. Youâve no idea what a treasure she is, looking after everything and getting things done and keeping Father in a good temper!â
âThatâs just it! Sheâs got him completely in her toils.â
âRubbish!â I insisted. âItâs not as if he had any difficulty in keeping her here. I believe she really likes being here; she loves running the house and managing. I often think she must be frightfully lonely, but thatâs only my idea. She doesnât seem to mope.â
âLonely?â asked George, horrified.
âYes; she has no friends. Sheâs rather better class than the servants and she sees very little of anyone else. I really donât know what she does in her free time. She sits in her room a good deal, I think; and she sometimes goes for walks alone. I took her to the W.I., thinking that might interest her, but sheâs too towny; she doesnât get on with the village people and is awfully afraid of losing her dignity. But itâs a ghastly life for her. After all, sheâs under thirty!â
George guffawed. Of course, he always laughs at the W.I. âBy Jove! Iâm almost sorry for Miss Portisham! Taking her to a mothersâ meeting to brighten her life! I must say, Iâd never thought of it like this. It only makes the situation more dangerous, to my mind. But I suppose the woman can go into Bristol if she likes? Movies and theatres and shops and all that sort of thing.â
âBut sheâs all alone, if she does go. Of course, thereâs Bingham. You remember it was Miss Portisham who produced him; he comes from her part of the world. At first I thought she was walking out with him, or whatever the equivalent is in Miss Portishamâs station of life. But I donât think theyâve been about together much lately.â
âBy Jove! If we could marry her off to Bingham, thatâd solve the problem. They could live in the coachmanâs cottage and she could trot round every day and run the household! But you think thatâs off? Looks bad.â
George really was obsessed with this idea of the danger of Miss Portisham. I thought I might divert his mind by returning to a point I had already mentioned.
âFather isnât interested in Miss Portisham,â I urged. âNot a bit. All their conversation is frightfully formal. âHave this done, Miss Portisham.â âYes, Sir Osmond.â Portisham has picked up good manners and all that sort of thing, but she doesnât talk; not like a human being.â
âYou donât know how they talk when youâre not there,â George pointed out.
I was sure it was just the same, whether I was there or not. If you go into a room where people are having an intimate conversation and they have to change the tone of it suddenly because you are there, you can always feel something in the atmosphere. A suspense; and a sort of tingling; as if their personalities had not got back properly into their shells of convention. I tried to explain this to George, but he wasnât really convinced.
âYou donât understand these things, Jenny,â he told me in his most fatherly manner. âGirls never do. Some men, especially elderly men, never marry a woman because what you call her personality interests them. They donât want her to make clever conversation. Miss Portisham is a good-looking girl; you must admit that. You just think of her as an efficient secretary, but any man can see that sheâs got a good figure and a good skin and nice hair. Sheâs not my type, but, mind you, sheâd be attractive to some men. You canât tell me that a girl of her age, with her figure, never thinks of getting married, not to mention marrying a rich man. And you say yourself that she sees no
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