taking liberties?â
Zatch had only grinned at her younger cousin. âTahlia, you will learn the ways of the world. I have potions to prevent conception, so the royal line is secure. Second, because my husband is not in line for the throneâhe has two other brothers who would ascend firstâthere is little concern about it. And third, the captain of the guard serves both the prince and princess. If you understand my meaning.â
Zatch had thrown her head back and laughed raucously, as Tahlia gawked in astonishment.
So ⦠perhaps she was naive. So ⦠the marriages for which she and her cousins had been molded were often shams, with pleasure taken wherever it could be found.
Tahlia leaned against the railing, watching the waves wash up against the mermaidâs painted eyes. So much beauty in the world, so many possibilities. And now she saw ⦠so many fictions as well.
Unless she could marry for love.
âBrill âtwith say honor,â said a voice beside her.
âConfir alth all tithing,â she answered in ritual response. She smiled, wiping rain from her face. Even on a sea voyage, her faithful Drasilljah was teaching her. In this case, the structure of ancient Lemur, the high language of the kingdom of Nandia.
âYou did that deliberately,â the princess pretended to pout. âYou knew where my mind was straying.â
Her nursemaid, the woman who had been with her since childhood, seemed to sense her mood. âNot your fate, child,â the old woman said.
âAnd how do you know that?â
Drasilljahâs kind mouth curled in a smile. âNot so powerful as I was in childhood,â she said, and shook her head. âRaised by my weird sisters to be helpmate to a princess, trained in the powers and knowledge of the earth and the stones. The magic is in my blood. And then ⦠the magic itself began to retreat. Nothing to be done.â
She sighed. âBut I know enough to see your fate, and it is not to be a plaything, or a bauble, or a beard.â
âThen what is it?â
And here Drasilljahâs face took on a more troubled aspect. âI am not sure,â she said. âBut if it were to be like your cousin, I would have felt a twinning of your paths. A doubling.â
âWhat did you see in its stead?â
âClouds.â She looked up at the half-shrouded moon. âThere is a darkness in my vision. At first I thought to blame the world, thought it was the action of some other sorcerer ⦠but not now. It would take too much power to cloud my vision in such a fashion, so far from land, with such consistency. And while such power still exists in the world, it is difficult to believe anyone would expend it just to blind a graying old crow like me.â
Tahlia hugged the crone. Drasilljahâs shoulders were thinner, less padded than once they were, but Draz was still the same woman who had nurtured her in childhood, and it was incredibly comforting to have her close.
âSo we donât know what the future will be. Only that it wonât be that . There are suitors, of course. Some are even handsome.â In truth, her only remaining suitors were actually of the very best families of the Eight Kingdoms, all wealthy, handsome, and powerful. Most were either brilliant or brave, and she imagined that, eventually, she would succumb to their blandishments and choose one. But â¦
âIt will take more than handsome to make you happy. And more than power to keep the kingdom safe. Your mother will make the best match she can.â
Tahlia ran her forefinger back and forth along the railing. âMust it be a prince?â she asked.
Drasilljah frowned. âGet that out of your head,â she snapped. âThat wizard is nothing but trouble.â
Tahlia smiled. Neoloth was troubleâthere was no question about it. But he was also courtly, and charming, and she found herself
Letting Go 2: Stepping Stones