targeted barrage that a good twenty seconds must have passed before I managed to speak. She waited patiently while I wobbled like a punch-drunk fighter, in danger of going down for the count.
âI think youâve misjudged me,â I managed.
âI highly doubt it.â
My heart thumped against my chest, and my cheeks were red as cherries. Withdraw? We hadnât even started. . . .
âI donât want to withdraw,â I began, cautiously. âThis is important to my parents, and I am not, and never have been, a quitter. Iâll do whatever I have to do to provemyself.â
âMoxie,â she stated flatly, âwhile admirable, will not suffice, Miss McKnight.â
The
Miss
McKnight
thing was starting to grate.
âIt is abundantly clear that you cannot walk properly,â she continued, âso it would naturally follow that you are unable to danceâand I do not mean Zumba.â
âMy mom has already signed us up for dance lessons.â
âI wish it were that simple. You will need to learn to stand up straight, dress appropriately, and behave with some clear sense of modesty and decorum. Youâre miles from a satisfactory Texas Dip, and frankly, given the time allowed and the list of requirements, I doubt youâre up to it.â
Suddenly I was not just insulted, but mad.
âYouâd be surprised, Ms. Foster,â I stated with reckless confidence, âwhat I can accomplish in a short amount of time.â
She looked me over again, still dubious. Why was I even fighting this? This was my chance to be gone. I could tell Mom that Ann felt I wasnât up to it, that she knew, like I did, that I just wasnât debutante material. But I thought of Dad begging me to do it, and while I wasnât sure why, it was clear he
needed
me to stay.
âPlease, maâam,â I said, softening my tone and smiling at her with all the Texas charm I could muster, âI realize today did not start well, but I would very much appreciate you allowing me the opportunity to prove that I belong.â
She weighed my âmaâamâ and the sentence that followed for a moment, unsure if they were mocking or sincere.
âMiss McKnight, you have a month,â she said. âSurprise me.â
And with that she turned and left the Magnolia Room
.
I staggered over to the table. Julia and Abby stood.
âYou look pale,â Julia said.
âThat bitch is hard-core.â
âShe is,â chimed in Ashley One. âTwo years ago she gave my cousin a panic attackâshe withdrew and ended up in the hospital.â
âWell, what did she say?â Abby asked.
âShe asked me to withdraw.â An audible, collective gasp. âBut I talked her out of itâfor the moment. Iâm on some sort of debutante probation.â
That made them laugh. Me too. I dropped into my chair. Desperate for solid food to calm the toxic cocktail of adrenaline and fear in my stomach, I tossed down a whole finger sandwich. Feeling better, I reached for another.
âItâs not too late to change your mind,â Lauren chimed in, her voice all singsongy. She smiled at me with emerald eyes and Chiclet teeth, but the effect was more north wind than welcome mat.
âExcuse me? Have we even met?â I asked.
âMegan, this is Lauren Battle,â Abby said. âLauren, Megan McKnight.â
âSo nice to meet you,â Lauren said, and stood halfway to stretch a hand across the table. I half rose too and shook it, resisting the impulse to crush it.
âIâm not trying to be mean,â Lauren said, gesturing at the table of girls, âbut this is, like, extremely important toall of us. And, well . . . a chain is only as strong as its weakest link.â
âSeriously?â I said, looking to Julia. Then back to Lauren. âWell, then I will certainly do my best not to be the weak