drumming lightly against the dormer window drew his mind away and he finally put the book aside on the night table, turned out the light, and crawled under the covers. He lay in the darkness, unable to sleep, the rain bringing back the memory of Chuck Larabeeâs ribald face, the obscenity of his ambition, and then Nick Strausâs forlorn figure at The Players, the damp spongy feet pushed out in front of him, the shoes that didnât belong on Nickâs feet at all. How could you tell a man youâd known for fifteen years that his socks didnât match or that his feet were a strangerâs, not his feet at all, the trouser cuffs damp and a little ragged, like the mop manâs in an all-night cafeteria in Times Square or over on East Baltimore Street.
What kind of city was it that would abandon a man of his gifts, his insights, and then let him rot away in the basement of the Pentagon? What kind of city was it that bred people like Charles Larabee?
Betsyâs weight, lowered to the twin bed next to his, stirred him. âAre you asleep?â she asked.
He was angry then, but drew in a slow, deep, silent breath to contain it. He smelled cold cream and hand lotion. âJust about.â
âYou donât sound like it.â She lay back on the bed, pulling up the covers. Sheâd hurt her back playing tennis in August. An inch of plywood lay under her own thin mattress. âWhat were you thinking about? Your bad manners with Mr. Larabee?â
âI didnât do the talking, he did.â
âThen what were you thinking about?â
âTonight at The Players, what we were talking about.â
âWhat was that? Tell me.â
Released by fatigue, his anger returned, more satisfying this time. âHow weâre going to bury the Moral Majority.â She didnât answer. âAfter that, weâre going after Reagan.â
Her sigh was audible. âIt was only fifty dollars,â she reminded him softly. âIf youâd stop talking about it, maybe Iâd consider giving the money back. But youâd have to promise not ever to talk about it again. Would you promise?â
âNo,â he said.
Heâd bet her fifty dollars the previous autumn that the Reagan Republicans wouldnât win the election. Theyâd just returned from an evening with her music society friends, listening to a Handel opera, and the hour was late as theyâd discussed it driving home; but even after they were upstairs, getting ready for bed, she still hadnât understood why he was so convinced that Reagan would never be President.
âItâs simple,â heâd told her finally, logic and patience exhausted. âYou remember a song called âPistol Packinâ Mamaâ? You remember it? It was in everyoneâs head for a few months during the war. Everyone was singing or humming it, on the radio or jukebox everyplace you went, a stupid song that didnât make any goddamn sense to anyone, but caught on anyway. They still sang it, whistled it, hummed it. There was Europe in rubble, all bombed out, the South Pacific a bloody mess, my motherâs trying to get me to take piano lessons, and a hundred million Americans are walking around in their zoot suits humming this idiot tune that didnât have a goddamned thing to say about anything.â
She didnât remember the song.
âHow about âFlat Foot Floogie with the Floy Floyâ? You remember that one, donât you? The same thing.â
Sheâd wondered instead how he could remember all those idiotic songs.
âBecause theyâre idiotic, thatâs why! Because they donât make any goddamn sense at all, just like Reaganâjust a stupid little pop tune thatâs dancing around in everyoneâs head all of a sudden. Thatâs all he is, just two weeks on the old Hit Parade . Heâs not an answer to anything. He comes out of the same consumer plastic