yeah,â he mumbled. Feeling as if he were floating, he opened his eyes to a slitâand if he werenât so utterly relaxed heâd have started. Hana was looking at his body as she massaged, and it held no revulsion, no clinical detachment. Her eyes in the soft rose light of the sunrise looked deeper, softerâ¦her breathing had quickenedâ¦she wet her lipsâ¦
Then she looked at his face, her cheeks flushed and her lips parted in innocent, lush surprise, and in her expression was something heâd never seen from any nurse.
It was something heâd never seen from any woman . Those lovely, slanted almond eyes held something like innocent languorâ¦beautiful, breathtaking, aching desire . Good, old-fashioned, honest wanting, woman to man.
Then she saw his eyes open, and the look vanished as if it had never been there. âGood. Iâm glad it helped,â she said, her tone aiming for crisp, but it wobbled a touch. âGet dressed. IfI remember rightly, thereâs a good overhang a few kilometres away, where we can sleep.â
Was he possibly grinning as widely as he wanted to? âWhy donât we sleep here? You look so tired, and itâs been a long, hard day for us both.â
âIt isnât far enough from the village.â She was the one now speaking through gritted teeth. âWhen we reach the truck, you call the shots. Right now, this is my territory. If you want to live, youâre doing things my way.â
Unable to muster up an argument when sheâd saved his life again tonight, he shrugged; but he hated that she was right and he couldnât argue, couldnât take charge and protect her somehow. âThree days,â he said softly. âThen youâd better believe Iâm calling the shots. Iâll get you to the refugee camp safely, Hana, that I swearâbut youâll obey me, no questions asked.â And weâre going to explore that look you gave me just now, the man in him vowed, exultant.
She nodded; far from pushing back, there was a suspicious twinkle in her eyes. âI will obey you joyfully, my lord, for I am a weak woman in need of your strength.â She mock-genuflected before him, touching her forehead to the ground as she spoke. âIt must be the reason why I never left the village before. I was waiting for you to guide and direct me.â
He had to choke down laughter at her unexpected sense of humour. âCan it, Hana,â he said, using a phrase from one of his former pit crew, âand letâs get going.â
She grinned and bowed again; then, with a grin that held more than a touch of the impâpretty, so damned pretty âshe said, âWe should crawl again for a while. Itâs getting light.â
The prospect made him forget temptation for the present. Alim groaned and dropped to his stomach, but Hana was ahead of him, already wriggling down the hill.
Heâd been too busy trying to breathe before to notice howenticing that wriggle was. Noâheâd ignored it, thinking it was useless. But after that look â¦
If theyâd been anywhere else, had she been another womanâ¦but they were crawling through mud in wild dogsâ territory with a warlordâs men with assault rifles in every other direction; and this was Hana, whoâd frozen beneath him. She deserved his respect, not the burden of unwanted fascination from a man who looked like a damned monsterâand he had no magical spell she could reverse with her kiss. The way he looked now was how heâd look for life.
The look had to have been a mistake. He was a nowhere man with no home, no position. He had nothing to offer any woman but ugliness, emotional baggage and a cartload of regretsâand he suspected she had more than enough of her own without taking his on board. Whatever that look had been, she didnât, couldnât want him. He could take that. Just keep commando crawling and donât