it.â
âBalzac. Iâm impressed, kid.â
âYouâve read Proust.â
âNot in the original,â Nora said.
She got up from the desk and stretched, and then she looked around at the litter, finally gathering up a pile of books and lining them up neatly on the desk.
âFriday night,â she complained, âand neither one of us asked to go to the sock hop at the gymnasium. What a blow to my fragile ego. Donât know if Iâll survive it.â
âYou wouldnât go to the sock hop if they paid you, Nora.â
âYouâre right, sweetieâBuddy Holly songs blaring on the P. A. system, enthusiastic sophomore boys stomping with giggling freshman girls. Hawaiian punch and cookies. Thrills galore for the true sophisticate. It wouldâve been nice to have been asked , though.â
âI was, actually,â Carol said.
âConfession time. Was he dreamy?â
âSweaty palms. He reminded me of the boys in Kansas.â
âHang in there, kid. Someday your prince will come. Listen, I donât think I can look another bowl of mashed potatoes in the face, not to mention the Jell-O. Why donât we skip mess call tonight and dash over to the Silver Bell again?â
âSounds great,â Carol said.
âWeâll make an occasion of it, dress up. Okay?â
âFine.â
The dorm was abuzz with activity as they left an hour and a half later, dozens of girls rushing down the halls, popping in and out of rooms, hair in pink plastic curlers, bathrobes flapping. Big night. Big dates. Frenzied preparations. Nora was quiet and withdrawn as she and Carol started across the campus. She had changed into a navy blue dress with white polka dots, puffed sleeves with white cuffs and white Peter Pan collar. She wore high heels and hose, the seams carefully straightened, and she had put on red lipstick and a suggestion of dusty blue eye shadow. All dressed up and no place to go. Carol was a great friend, the best, but she wasnât male. Cute apparently wasnât good enough, Nora thought bitterly. Not a single boy had asked her out since she arrived on campus three weeks ago. Hundreds of boys, and not a one of them interested in a perky little Jewish girl with personality to spare. That boy had whistled at her the first day, sure. Probably wanted her to fetch a stick.
âSomething wrong?â Carol asked.
âNot really. Iâm just in the pits tonight.â
âAny particular reason?â
âItâs my birthday, dammit.â
âYou should have told me!â Carol protested.
âI didnât want you to make a fuss. Irving sent me a new sweater. Sadie sent a hot-water bottle and a wool muffler and cap. I got a card from my cousin, Myron Jr. Heâs the one with the buck teeth.â
âDinnerâs on me tonight,â Carol said. âI insist.â
âAll right, but if you order a cake and sing âHappy Birthdayâ Iâll break your arm.â
The Silver Bell wasnât at all crowded tonight. Only a few of the tables were occupied. Carol and Nora took one near the back, and Nora stared glumly at the plastic bottles of mustard and ketchup. Carol smiled and told her to cheer up, it wasnât the end of the world.
âThatâs easy enough for you to say!â Nora snapped. âYou look like some bloody high-fashion model. You could have any man on campus you wanted. Me, I couldnât even get arrested. Eighteen years old and never been kissed.â
âReally? Never?â
âMy cousin Myron laid one on me and tried to feel me up the night of his Bar Mitzvah party, but that doesnât count. I wanted to be kissed by his good-looking friend Eugene Cohen. Eugene was too busy making eyes at Renee Kuppenheimer to know I was alive.â
âNone of the boys at those schools you attended everââ
âThey were intimidated by me, called me Little Miss Mensa. I had