for hours now. He had tested out several approaches, but none had felt exactly right. He knew that there was no point in planning. Talking about what the stranger had told himâconfronting her with what he now believed was the truthâwould be pulling the proverbial pin from the proverbial grenade. You had no idea how anyone would react.
Would she deny it?
Maybe. There was still the possibility that there was an innocent explanation for all this. Adam was trying to remain open-minded, though it felt more like false hope than anything in the âdonât prejudgeâ camp. He parked next to her car in the driveway. They had a two-car garage, but there was old furniture and sports equipment and other trappings of consumption that had taken precedence. So he and Corinne parked in the driveway instead.
Adam got out of the car and started up the walk. The grass had a few too many brown spots. Corinne would notice and complain about that. She had trouble simply enjoying and letting be. She liked to correct and make right. Adam considered himself more live-and-let-live, but others might confuse the attitude with laziness. The Bauer family, who lived next door, had a front yard that looked ready to host a PGA event. Corinne couldnât help but compare. Adam didnât give a ratâs ass.
The front door opened. Thomas came out with his lacrosse bag over his shoulder. He was wearing his âawayâ uniform. He smiled at his father, his mouthpiece dangling out of his mouth. A familiar warmth rushed through Adamâs chest.
âHey, Dad.â
âHey, whatâs up?â
âI got a game, remember?â
Understandably enough, Adam had indeed forgotten, though this explained why Corinne had made it a point to be home early. âRight. Who are you playing?â
âGlen Rock. Mom is going to drive me over. You coming later?â
âOf course.â
When Corinne appeared at the door, Adam felt his heart fall into his shoes. She was still a beautiful woman. If Adam had trouble visualizing his two sons at younger ages, something close to the opposite was happening with Corinne. He still saw her only as the twenty-three-year-old stunner he fell in love with. Sure, if he looked hard enough, there were the lines around her eyes and some softening with age, but maybe it was love or maybe it was because he saw her every day and so the changes were too gradual, but she never looked any older to him.
Corinneâs hair was still wet from a recent shower. âHey, hon.â
He just stood there. âHey.â
She leaned in and kissed his cheek. Her hair smelled wonderfully of lilacs. âWill you be able to get Ryan?â
âWhere is he?â
âA playdate at Maxâs.â
Thomas winced. âDonât call it that, Mom.â
âWhat?â
âA playdate. Heâs in middle school. You have a playdate when youâre six.â
Corinne sighed but with a smile. âFine, whatever, heâs having a mature gathering at Maxâs.â Her eyes met Adamâs. âCould you get him before you come to the game?â
Adam knew that he was nodding, but he didnât remember consciously telling himself to do so. âSure. Weâll meet you at the game. How was Atlantic City?â
âNice.â
âUh, guys?â Thomas interrupted. âCan you chitchat later? Coach gets pissed if we arenât there at least an hour before game time.â
âRight,â Adam said. Then, turning back to Corinne, he tried to keep it light. âWe can, uh, chitchat later.â
But Corinne hesitated for half a secondâlong enough. âOkay, no problem.â
He stood on the stoop and watched them walk down the path. Corinne hit the minivanâs remote, and the back yawned open like a giant mouth. Thomas tossed his bag into the back and took the front passenger seat. The mouth closed, swallowing the equipment whole. Corinne gave him a