the little things and the big ones will follow.â
âDyeing my hair wonât make me matter to people.â
Searching for a way to rouse the woman from her gloom, Bailey asked, âWhat do you think it would take? What does make one person matter to another?â
Renéeâs shoulders sank. âIâd feel differently if I had a child. I gave up my baby son for adoption when I was seventeen, before I met my husband.â
âMaybe heâd like to meet you.â
âI entered my name into one of those registries so he could find me, but he never has.â Tears rimmed her eyes. âDoes that shock you?â
âIâd think he would be curious,â Bailey agreed.
âI mean, that I gave up my child.â Renée gestured at Baileyâs midsection. âYou and your husband must be thrilled to death.â
âOh, Iâm divorcedâIâm carrying this for my sister,â Bailey told her. âIâm probably going to end up just like you. Wait a minuteâthat sounded bad, didnât it?â
Renée gave a reluctant, almost painful chuckle. âIt sounded horrible, but refreshing. At least youâre honest. I hate having people patronize me. Thatâs why I hardly ever talk to anyone.â
Didnât the woman have any friends? Afraid of making her feel even worse, Bailey skipped that subject and returned to a neutral one. âThere are websites where you can upload your picture and try out different hairstyles and hair colors.â
âIt sounds like fun,â Renée conceded. âWhat color do you think would look good on me?â
Bailey considered. âRed, if you want to attract attention. Or you could go blond.â
âAnd make a complete fool of myself?â
âHow about strawberry-blond? Thatâs subtle.â
âIâve been a mousy brown all my life. I donât think any shade of blond would be subtle.â But Renée was smiling.
âIf it doesnât work, you can always color over it.â
The woman cocked her head as she considered. âYou know what? I think I really might dye my hair. Although I donât see how thatâs going to change anything.â
âIf you have no purpose in life, thatâs kind of freeing,â Bailey noted. âYou could do anything you like. I mean, you could give your hair a purple stripe. Whoâs going to complain?â
âPeople sneer behind your back,â Renée said.
âPeople sneer about me all the time, but as long as they do it behind my back, so what?â Bailey replied. âHalf the hospital considers me nuts for being a surrogate, and they donât even knowâ¦well, never mind about that.â Talking about her sisterâs laxness in paying medical bills could lead to a discussion of Baileyâs current living circumstances, and she had more or less promised Owen to be discreet.
âSounds like you could use a little counseling yourself,â Renée observed.
âIâm a hopeless case.â Bailey spotted Nora emerging from the annex. Sunlight turned the doctorâs hair to spun gold, and a flowing rose-colored maternity top flattered her enlarged figure. âWow, is it two oâclock already?â
Renée checked her watch. âSo it is. I should have arrived sooner. You could have told me what color to paint my toenails.â
âWait till you pick a hair color,â Bailey advised. âThenyou can coordinate that with your nails and maybe a new wardrobe.â
Although it was a serious suggestion, Renée seemed amused. âIâll do that. Are you here every Saturday?â
âDepends.â Bailey dug into her purse and found a business card with her cell number. âCall and Iâll arrange to meet you.â
Renée got to her feet. âYouâre a sweet person. Iâve enjoyed our talk.â
âMe, too.â Although she wasnât sure