menu memorized,â the boy said. âSo after some conference between him and the assistant, he goes back into his office. The assistant comes out and talks to the office-worker captain. Then she comes over and tells me to go back and get the omitted lunch !
âI tell them, âThereâs so much traffic, the parking costs so much, itâll take two hours!â The assistant hears this and walks over and looks at me. Then he says: âMake it happen.ââ
Iâd heard the expression, but I hadnât heard it applied to someoneâs lunch. I thought it was for big-time operations, deals and things of that nature.
The boy had to go back to California Chicken and start all over. Maybe he saw his life going down the drain with that errand and that day and that trip.
âI always thought Iâd be in some important position someday and Iâd be saying âMake it happen,ââ he said.
âYou will,â I said. âBut the expression will be over by then.â
âItâs over now,â he said. âIsnât it?â
âI donât even know,â I said. âWhy donât you write this all down as a story?â
âYou do it,â he said.
âItâs your story. You should do it,â I said.
âWe should both do it! In a hundred years scholars can be reading them and trying to put the pieces together.â
âWhy donât you just tape-record all these stories that youâve told me since I met you?â I said.
âWe should be taping these conversations!â he said with too much sudden enthusiasm. âBut I have to get off the phone. I hear my fatherâs footsteps.â
âArenât you allowed to talk to me?â I said.
âThey think youâre a bad influence.â
âIâve never even smoked marijuana, or even a regular cigarette,â I said.
âItâs not you. Itâs anyone. They donât want me talking to anyone. They want me to be only with them. Itâs unbearable!â
âYour mother used to ask me to call you every night when you were in high school and they went away to conferences.â
âNow they think youâre eccentric and antisocial and donât do all the middle-class things they do with their circle of the bourgeoisie. Thatâs actually a compliment. But heâs coming. I have to hang up right this minute. Call me on my cell phone later. You can be mulling it over in the meantime. From an existential point of view.â Then he hung up.
What I mulled over was why he wasnât allowed to talk to me. I thought of the song âThe Bourgeois Bluesâ and the line âI donât want to be mistreated by no bourgeoisie,â even though it didnât apply to this case.
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ONLY IN retrospect, when weeks passed and I never heard anything from the boy again, not even an addendum to the story heâd told me that night, and later when his father told me that the boy was back in rehabâthis time for cocaine heâd bought on the street in Santa Monicaâonly then did it occur to me that a drug might have generated the energy for the story.
Never having been out there in Southern Californiaâbecause, one, itâs too sunny and, two, I didnât believe in flying, even before the Event of SeptemberâI couldnât picture the scene. I had seen drug transactions on our front steps in Washington Square and all over Greenwich Village when we lived there as a young and ignorant newlywed couple for ten years. We didnât understand that there could be a better place to live than New York City.
Iâd seen some intoxicated youths in their vehicles in the supermarket parking lot in Nantucket at one A.M. They were opening cellophane packets of heroin or whatever came in those envelopes. I couldnât be sure, because I always turned off any television documentary explaining it.
I knew there was drug use in