ground his teeth. He stood up, swaying, and took three steps toward
Ramstan. His huge hands were closed, but he did not raise them. His voice
was clotted with phlegm.
"What I'm telling you to your face is what the whole crew is saying
behind your back."
"I don't know why the Tenolt are here," Ramstan said. "Listen. Has it
occurred to you and those other idiots that I might be on a secret
government mission and that your idle curiosity is endangering it?"
He trembled. For the first time in forty-two years' he had lied. Al-Khidhr
forgive him. Allah forgive him.
Nonsense. Neither existed except as concepts. But concepts were as real,
as alive, as the person who thought they were real and alive.
"May God forgive you," Benagur said.
"May He forgive us all," Ramstan said, but he did not know what he meant
by that.
Benagur closed his eyes and moved his lips soundlessly. He was either praying
or using mental techniques to locate the injured cells on the back of his
head and then to summon the healing forces of his body. Perhaps he was
doing both.
Ramstan, hands locked behind his back, paced back and forth. When he passed
the ceiling-high mirror made to reflect behemoths, he saw a hunting falcon
whose hood had slipped onto the beak. His eyes were wide and shot with
madness and desperation. He must regain his composure or at least the
appearance of it. Otherwise, when the marines came to pick up Benagur,
they might think that he, too, had breathed in the spores.
A knock on the door. Ramstan used his skinceiver to make sure that it
was the ship's crew outside the door. He admitted Lieutenant Malia Fu'a,
a biochemistry officer, Chief Petty Officer Wang, and the PD and marine
squads. Fu'a was a pretty Samoan who'd parted with Ramstan on good terms
after she'd left his bed. She was the only ex-lover who didn't seem to
hate him. But she could be an excellent actress.
The marines were instructed to take Benagur to ship's hospital after he'd
been externally disinfected. Fu'a's squad sprayed his rooms and the hall
with a liquid which smelled like new lavender. Ramstan stripped and
showered while his clothes were sprayed. He put on pajamas and lit up
a cigar while the squad ran a scanner over the room and the hall. The
little pistol-shaped device flashed a red light now and then, and the
infected spots were then resprayed. By then, the liquid had dried,
but the lavender odor hung in the air.
Benagur had not spoken during the entire proceeding. When told by a marine
that he must come along now, sir , he walked out without a look behind.
Fu'a, the last to leave, carried the gas-expeller in a plastic bag.
Its contents would be analyzed before morning.
Ramstan explained that unknown persons had tried to shoot the gas into
his room and that Benagur had chased them away but had been hit on the
head. He said nothing about conducting an investigation later. Though Fu'a
had looked curious, she had not, of course, asked him questions. And all
the party had been ordered not to say a word to anyone else about the affair.
It would have been wise to station a guard at his door, but Ramstan did not
think that the Tenolt -- he was sure they were Tenolt -- would be back.
A few minutes later, just as he was about to fall asleep despite resonating
nerves, he heard a banging on his door. He picked up the olsons, rolled out
of bed, and walked to the door.
He spoke through the keyhole in Urzint and then in Terrish.
"Who is it?"
A woman's voice, speaking Terrish, came thinly. "Lieutenant Branwen Davis
of Pegasus, sir. I must speak to you. May I come in?"
She spoke with a lilt that seemed. . . what?. . . Irish? He looked through
the keyhole, straightened up, unlocked the door, and backed away. The door
swung open, and a very beautiful woman entered.
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