mindâs eye.
Naya.
Her name is Naya.
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CHAPTER
4
Naya sat in her car, staring at her house, the only sanctuary she had, in a daze. Her cell phone buzzed quietly in the holster on the dash, the display flashing: âLuz.â Naya had promised her cousin sheâd check in on her when sheâd concluded her meeting with Paul, but after being faced with all of the tribal elders in what she could only describe as an ambush sheâd fled the moment after theyâd delivered their mandate. Too shocked to stay long enough to check on her cousinâs welfare. Some mentor sheâd turned out to be.
Gods. Mated?
They might as well lock her away in a dungeon somewhere. Or just get it over with and kill her. Her life was over now anyway. Of course sheâd known that eventually Paul would try to pair her off. But never in a million years would she have thought it could happen so soon.
You will be mated to Joaquin. The sound of Paulâs voice as he laid down his mandate still bounced around in her head. On the night of the blood moon, you will give yourself to him.
But my jobâ¦? Naya had barely recognized the sound of her own voice as she dared to question the chieftain. Once she was mated to Joaquin, sheâd be forced to forfeit her position as the tribeâs bruja .
Luz will become the tribeâs bruja .
Sheâs not ready! Naya had blurted. Youâll get her killed throwing her into the field so soon!
Your opinion means nothing to this council, mujer . Paul had spat the word like it left a bad taste in his mouth. Heâd never had respect for any female, and referring to Naya simply as âwomanâ was his way of devaluing her. Bastard.
Sheâd been forbidden to speak after that. One thing that guaranteed to make Paul crazy-pissed was having his authority challenged. By anyone. Insubordination from her was a hundred times worse. In the thousands of years her people had walked the earth, through the many countries, cultures, and generations, one thing had always stayed the same: The men retained all of the authority. It didnât matter that their women possessed the magia and the power to seek it out.
In the quiet of night, away from listening ears, her grandmother had told Naya thatâs why their males could shift. They resented their females for being so close to the gods and their power and so the first Bororo chieftain in his jealousy and rage had killed a jaguar and consumed its heart while it still beat, thereby joining their forms forever. The ability to shift had been passed to his sons and so on and so forth from that moment on.
Naya didnât care about the whos, hows, and whats of their history. But, damn it, it was about time the elders abandoned their antiquated ways and took a leap into the twenty-first century. Being what she wasâbeing able to do what she didâshould have made Naya feel special. But all it made her feel was trapped . Her magic wasnât respected. Her abilities werenât revered. She was a possession . No better than the dagger at her back. She was a tool for someone else to use and direct and put upon a shelf when she wasnât needed anymore. Today Paul had taken the first step to shelve her. And she doubted that Joaquin would be anything other than thrilled about his fatherâs proclamation. Sheâd never felt so invisible. So ⦠inconsequential.
She couldnât just sit by and do nothing while her fate was dictated by the tribal elders. Didnât she have a say? Why would they want to put her out of commission so soon? Sheâd done a great job over the past decades since her mother had passed. And Naya was a far better enforcer than her aunt Marcella had been, perhaps only rivaling her own mother in skill. The steering wheel creaked in Nayaâs hands as she gripped it tighter, visions of her future as an obedient mate tightening around her like a noose.
Naya closed her eyes and focused