wrong, let alone apologize.
âDid you accept the apology?â I asked.
Glinda had made her bed, so to speak, with Starla last January. It had been an emotionally painful experience that had taught us all some valuable lessons.
âI did. Darcy, you know I forgave her a long time ago, but it was nice to get the apology. What she did to me . . .â She took a deep breath. âAlthough I didnât agree with her methods, of course, when I put myself in her shoes and looked at that situation through her eyes, I could understandâa littleâwhy sheâd done the things she did.â
It was part of Starlaâs inner magicâher ability to look outside herself, her feelings, and understand someone elseâs point of view. It was one of the things I loved most about her.
âBut,â she went on, âIâm not sure Iâll ever be able to be friends with her. Iâm not entirely sure how youâre able to do it.â
Weâd had this conversation before. Iâd been afraid Starla would see my relationship with Glinda as beingdisloyal, but Starla had set my heart at ease. I laughed. âItâs getting easier.â
âShe does seem different lately. You think itâs Liam? Or Mimi?â
Glinda had fallen in love with Liam Chadwick, Starlaâs former brother-in-law. They lived together with their dog, Clarence, who was a lovable golden retriever. As for Mimi . . . when theyâd first become friends, I fully believed Glinda had insinuated herself into Mimiâs life solely to get closer to Nick, as sheâd had a crush on him at the time. And maybe that had been true. But somewhere along the line, Glinda had come to love Mimi deeply, and Mimi loved her like a favorite aunt.
âLove is powerful motivation to change. But I like to think she finally recognized she wasnât the person she wanted to be and decided to live a different life.â
âI hope thatâs true. Because to truly change who you are, it has to come from within.â
I nodded.
âAnyway,â Starla said, âif she can convince Vince to drop this witch-hunt of his, Iâd like her a little more.â
Smiling, I said, âSounds like itâs been rough between the two of you lately.â
âWeâve been fighting constantly, and not just about the witch stuff. Itâs wearing on me.â
Starla added a little bit of sugar to her tea and dunked her tea bag mercilessly. âHis Seeking isnât necessarily a secret, but I highly suspect he believes Iâm a witch and is looking for confirmation.â
Suddenly chilled, I held my mug between my hands for warmth. I didnât know what to say.
âAnd not only that,â she added. âIâm now questioning whether heâs always suspected it. Is it why he pursued me so relentlessly? Was I so desperate to be loved again that I was blind to his true motives?â
âNo,â I said firmly. âDonât even think that. Thereâsno question that Vince is a complicated person, but if thereâs one thing I know for certain about him, itâs how much he cares for youâwhether youâre a witch or not.â
She sighed. âI donât think I can be in a relationship where Iâm going to have to be constantly on guard. Is he going to try to get my DNA some other way? Is he going to pluck a hair or test my toothbrush?â
If he was on a quest, I wouldnât put it past him. Seekers tended to have one-track minds.
With a spoon she scooped up the tea bag, then wrapped the string around both, effectively wringing out the bag. She placed the spoon on a napkin and looked at me, her sky blue eyes filled with confusion. âI donât know what to do.â
âIf you take his Seeking out of it, how do you feel about him? Do you still love him?â
She slid her mug from side to side between her hands. âIâll probably always