feel something for him, but . . .â
âWhat?â
âIâm just not
in love
with him anymore. In fact, Iâve been thinking about it, and I donât even like him very much these days. I donât think I can be with him anymore
and
keep the secret that Iâm a witch. And if I have to choose between the two, I choose being a witch.â She held my gaze. âAnd I think that tells me all I need to know about the relationship, because if I truly loved him, heart-and-soul loved him, like I did with Kyle, then there wouldnât be a momentâs hesitation to tell him the truth about the Craft.â
Kyle Chadwick, whoâd died last winter, had been Starlaâs ex-husband. Theirs was a tragic relationship that had nearly destroyed Starla . . . twice. The fact that she had been willing to open her heart to Vince in the first place told me how much she cared for him, but caring and loving were two very different things.
She took a sip of her tea and stared out the windows that looked into the backyard. âAs much as I know what I need to do, I donât want to hurt Vince by doing it. I need to figure out how to break up with him in the least painful way possible. Itâs not going to be easy.â
I had the feeling sheâd been wrestling with how to do that for a while. Iâd seen the signs over the past few months, the distance.
âIt never is. Iâm sorry,â I said.
She sighed. âIt was really good for a while.â
It had been. Sheâd been happy, and Vince had been good to her. I wondered what had changed. Wondered if weâd ever know. I had to remind myself that sometimes relationships simply didnât work out.
âI donât regret being with Vince,â she said, âbut Iâm kind of relieved to move forward without having to watch my every word. Itâs been a bigger burden than I ever imagined. The sooner I break it off, the better.â She took a deep breath. âTonight. Iâll do it tonight.â
Once Starla set her mind to something, it was done. I just hoped Vince would handle the breakup well. He had his faults, but I didnât want to see him hurt, either.
Starla glanced around. âNow, do you need any more help with moving in here? My afternoon schedule is flexible.â
âNot really. Most of my stuff was in Veâs garage. It has to stay there until the crime techs are done. I just have a couple of little boxes left to move from my room at Veâs, which I should leave there if Iâm staying the night.â
âIâve been thinking about her memory or, more accurately, her lack of memories. Do you know if sheâs tried the memory spell to recover those missing days with Miles?â
That spell had worked wonders on me when I was trying to recall memories of my mother, but Iâd
wanted
to remember. I wasnât sure Ve did. âIâll ask her. Itâs worth a try.â
Starla set her mug in the farmerâs sink. âI should probably get back to work. But first, I think Iâm going to send a note to the Elder. She should know about the sorcery stuffâdonât you think?â
A cold chill went down my spine. âDefinitely. Sorcery is not something we want here in the village. That kind of evil is scary. Speaking of, that reminds me I need to go see Dorothy Hansel Dewitt about Miles Babbage.â
Starla laughed as she headed for the front door. âScary is right. Good luck with that.â
She gave me a hug, and I squeezed her tight.
âThanks for listening,â she said.
âAnytime.â
I leaned against the doorjamb and watched her head down the sidewalk toward Terryâs house and Archieâs cage. As the Elderâs messenger, Archie would see to it that my mother received Starlaâs note.
As I headed back inside, I could only hope that Vince wasnât in over his head with this sorcery nonsense.
But I