Southern honesty.
âSo thatâs how itâs going to be,â I said, but I smiled at him as I said it. A truce of sorts.
He opened the door for me, the air conditioner blowing out the ânew carâ smell. Jackson upgraded all his cars every year. I wondered if he ever got rid of my old car. My love. A cherry-red Mustang convertible. Probably not. Jackson may have liked upgrades, but he was also a collector. He would have kept that car as part of his âBronwyn the First collection.â
I slid into the cool cave of the car and let Carter close the door.
âHowâs Paddy?â I asked when heâd situated himself in the driverâs seat.
âWell now, I suppose heâs doinâ as best as one would expect, considering. But how âbout we get you all settled before we open that can a worms.â
He drove out of the airport. âYou want me to take Ten to Ninety-eight straight on down? Or would you rather we take scenic Ninety-eight? Might give you a little time to reacquaint yourself.â
The absence of traffic gave me a second of culture shock. âHow much have things changed down here?â
âNot much in the towns, but the interstate is the interstate no matter where you go these days in this fast-food nation of ours. Wall-to-wall convenience. Outlets too, by God.â
âI guess we better take the scenic route then,â I said.
We drove twenty minutes on the highway, and then we were on county roads. Damn, if the Alabama coast isnât still the best kept secret in America. I watched the trees go by as we drove. Palm trees and crape myrtle bursting with luscious red and pink blossoms. Large, waxy leaves dancing among the magnoliasâ hundred-year-old branches, their prehistoric and otherworldly pods dangling from the crux of the leaves. And then, the straight-backed pine trees, defiant in their opposition to the twisted trunks of their neighbors.
Trees down south have a difference to them, a subtle, slinking movement, mile by mileâa gracefulness, a swagger. Lanky trees stretching out their wiry thin, Spanish mossâcovered branches, moss that sways and beckons ⦠come here, come here, it says.
âIâm too late for the magnolia blossoms,â I said.
âYep. Weâre in the green season now. Nothinâ much grows in July, as Iâm sure you recall.â
âHas Esther bloomed since Iâve been gone?â
Carter laughed a bit and caught my eye in the rearview mirror. âNope. Sheâs older than dirt. She canât bloom no more.â
We passed pecan farms, peanut fields, and grazing livestock. Sweet, little cottages dotted the byways, and soon we were crossing small bodies of water. Iâd forgotten how each home had a sign out front with not only the house number but the name of the family who lived there. Calaman, Dumond, Du Puis, Kelsey, Miller, Freehold, Berman, Cooper, and on and on. Thereâs a lot of pride here in the South, and itâs so clean. Iâd forgotten how clean. As we passed the beach at the town line, our little bit of the Gulf of Mexico, I saw my childhood in the docks, the pavilion, and the stretches of sand where Iâd run free from May through November.
Before I knew it, we were making the drive up Main Street in Magnolia Creek.
My mind took pictures. Click, click, click , until they all bled together like a choppy Super 8 film. Nothing had changed. I could almost see the sides of the filmstrip, frames bound in black, the negatives showing the dark underlight of it all.
But I could not get drawn back into this place so quickly. It would be easy to drown in its beauty and forget that Lottie was dead, and my brother gone, too. Dead in another way altogether. Mermaids donât drown, I thought.
âWant to hear some music, Wyn?â asked Carter, as the filmstrip in my head sputtered and melted off the reel.
âThat would be nice,â I said absently.