have a broken neck.â
She thinks they are talking about a swan, a swan has been injured.
âDonât go to sleep,â they say, pinching her awake. âStay with us.â
And then she is flying again. She remembers nothing. She remembers only what they told her.
âYouâre very lucky. You could have been decapitated or paralyzed forever.â
She is in a hospital far away.
âYou have a facet dislocation, five over sixâin essence, a broken neck. Weâre going to put you in a halo and a jacket. Youâll be up and around in no time.â
The doctor smiles down at her. âDo you understand what Iâm saying?â
She canât nod. She tries to but nothing happens. âYes,â she says. âYou think Iâm very lucky.â
In the operating room, the interns and residents swab four points on her head. âHave you ever done this before?â they ask each other.
âIâve watched.â
âWeâre going to logroll you,â the doctor tells her. Andthey do. âGet the raised part at the back of the skull and the front positioning pin lined up over the bridge of the nose, approximately seven centimeters over the eyebrows with equal distance between the head and the halo all the way around.â
âHow are your fingers? Can you move your fingers?â
She can.
âGood. Now wiggle your toes.â
âYou donât want it too high, it pitches the head back so she just sees sky, and you donât want it too low because then sheâs looking at her shoes,â the doctor says. He seems to know what he is talking about.
âFeel my finger on your cheekâsharp or dull?â
âSharp.â
âLetâs simultaneously tighten one anterior and its diagonal opposite posterior.â
âThanks. Now pass me the wrench.â
âClose your eyes, please.â
She doesnât know if theyâre talking to her or someone else. Someone looks directly down at her. âTime to close your eyes.â
She is bolted into a metal halo, which is then bolted into a plastic vest, all of it like the scaffolding around a building, like the Statue of Liberty undergoing renovations. When they are done and sit her uprightâshe almost faints.
âPerfectly normal,â the doctor says. âFainting. Dizziness.â He taps her vestâknock, knock.
âWhat am I made out of?â
âSpace-age materials. In the old days we would have wrapped you in a plaster cast. Imagine how comfy that was. I assume you didnât have your seatbelt on?â
âDo these bites on your head hurt?â one of the residents asks.
âWhat bites?â
âLetâs clean them, put some antibiotic on, and make sure sheâs up to date on tetanus,â the doctor says. âGet someantibiotics on board just be to sure, you never know what was in that water.â
âWhere am I?â
âStonybrook,â the resident says as though that means something.
âDid someone say something about a swan?â she asks.
They donât answer.
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Her grandmother is the first one who comes to see her. Ninety-seven years old, she gets her cleaning lady to drive her over.
âYour parents are in Italy, we havenât been able to reach them. The doctor says youâre very lucky. Youâre neurologically intact.â
âHe was drunk.â
âWeâll sue the pants off themâdonât worry.â
âDid anything happen to him?â
âBroke a bone in his foot.â
âIâm assuming he knows the wedding is off.â
âIf he doesnât, someone will tell him.â
âDoes that come off for bathing?â her grandmother points at the plastic vest.
âNo. Itâs all bolted together.â
âWell, thatâs what perfume was invented for.â
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Her girlfriends come in groups.
âWe were fast asleep.â
âWe heard the
Skeleton Key, Ali Winters