get all defensive in the name of Vlad and vampires everywhere. It wasnât a conversation that Joss wanted to have at all. But especially not one he wanted to have on no sleep and hardly any caffeine.
Henry nodded. âIâm in.â
âBut . . .â But. Joss needed a but. Because Henry couldnât go with him. How was he supposed to investigate a potential crime by vampire with his girl-crazy cousin hanging around? He scrambled for somethingâanythingâto keep Henry from tagging along. âYou havenât had breakfast.â
Henry slipped his Converse on and tied the laces before meeting Jossâs eyes. âDude, ice cream
is
breakfast.â
âHow ya figure?â Desperation gave way to panic. He wasnât certain how Henry would react if they got attacked by a vampire. He only knew that it wouldnât be good. For either of them.
âTwo words. Bacon. Sundae. Letâs go.â Henry opened the back door and gestured for Joss to go first. As Joss did, still trying to think of some way to get Henry to remain behind, Henry lowered his voice so that neither of Jossâs parents would hear. âBesides . . . thereâs no way Iâm letting you out of my sight after what you did to my best friend.â
An image crept into Jossâs mind without his permission. That of blood pouring out onto Jossâs palms. Vladâs blood. He blinked it away and met his cousinâs gaze with a stern jaw. âWhat you donât know about that is that I saved him. I saved Vladâs life.â
Henry grabbed Jossâs shirt collar and yanked him closer. His face was flushing red, and Joss could tell by the way his chest was rising and falling that it was taking every ounce of his cousinâs self-control not to strangle him right then and there. Not that Joss blamed him. Not really.
Henryâs grip tightened on Jossâs shirt until his knuckles turned white. His words were more than a whisper, but just less than a growl. âYou
stabbed him
through the heart with a hunk of
wood
.â
If it had been anyone besides Henry, Joss would have removed their grip and taught them a good lesson on why they shouldnât invade someoneâs personal space like that. But this was Henry. They were more like brothers than cousins. And even though it had torn them apart for Henry to learn Jossâs darkest secret, he was relieved that Henry had found out. At least that lie wasnât standing between them anymore. At least, in that sense, anyway, Joss was free. Before he could summon an excuse in his mind, the truth came pouring out of him in whispers, like the rambling of a madman. âI moved it. The stake. I moved it. At the last minute. To the side. So heâd survive. I had to stake him. The Society would have . . . they would have done horrible things if I didnât. But I was willing to make it look like I missed by accident, Henry. Because itâs Vlad. He was my friend, too.â
Henry winced at the word âfriend.â His eyes looked furious, but his grip released slightly. And in that moment, Joss saw hope. Hope that maybe someday, somehow, he could make his cousin understand. Maybe they could be friends again. If Henry didnât kill him first, of course.
Henry released him, shoving him back a little with a grunt. âYou tried to kill him, Joss. Nothing can change that.â
âI
had
to try. Itâs my
job
to try. Itâs my
duty
to try.â Joss made certain that Henry met his eyes then. He waited for his cousin to look at him, so that Henry could see the absolute sincerity in his gaze. When that moment came, he said, âBut I didnât succeed, and I didnât succeed on purpose. He lived, Henry. Vlad lived. Because of me.â
The corner of Henryâs mouth twitched. It was the only response he gave.
Joss stepped forward, brushing by Henry on his way out the door. Just as heâd
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