who didnât have a notepad and lingered only a moment. You didnât have to order here. Everyone got the regular. Then Yip said to me, âHave you heard any more information?â
âIâm sorry, I havenât. But you know itâs not something I handle. It belongs to the detective squad.â
âBut youâr e Chinese. Shouldnât you be the one in charge
of this?â
âItâs not like that, Yip. I canât talk about the case. Actually, I shouldnât even be talking to you.â
âThey donât give you a high enough position. They keep you at a low-level job because youâre Chinese.â
âI donât like to think about it that way.â
Yip sighed. âFirst time I came to this country, I got a job with this contracting company mopping office floors. I was the only Chinese. I was lucky to get such a high-paying job. I was working with Italians, Irish, Spanish, and some blacks. We all worked really hard. Overtime with no overtime pay. Then I voted for having a union. We won, but the bosses closed the cleaning company and started a new one. We all lost our jobs.â
A waiter dropped off two coffees, two plates of steamed rice noodles with ground pork, and two small dishes of pork spare ribs with black-bean sauce.
âSo that was when I started with the restaurant in Chinatown. I got paid less, but it was in cash and food was free.â He paused to pick his teeth, then indicated he wanted to be close friends by asking, âWhere is your father from?â
âMy fatherâs dead.â
âIâm sorry.â
âIâm still mad at him.â
âWhat did he do to you?â
âHe gambled away a lot of our money. My motherâs the only reason we pulled through.â
âIâm glad your mother was good to you.â
âShe was tough.â
âYour parents came from a different time, a different place. But Iâm sure theyâre proud that you became a policeman.â
âThat was when my father stopped talking to me. He wanted me to do something better.â
âWhen I came here there were no Chinese policemen. The white ones all had bad tempers and hated the people here.â Yip paused to finish his coffee. âI want you to know that Iâm so proud to know that a Chinese can be a policeman. Iâm so proud to know you,â he said, patting my cuff.
âThank you.â
âSo you married?â
âNo.â
âYouâre too picky. There are a lot of nice girls.â
âAnd they all know a policeman doesnât make much money.â
âMost of the girls donât think like that.â
âJust the Chinese ones,â I said.
Yip l aughed and I bit my lip. Whatâs so fucking funny, old man, I thought. His mouth opened wider and I saw black splotches on his molars. After he calmed down a bit, he asked, âHow old are you and youâre not married?â
âIâm 25.â
âYou have to think about your children.â
âIâm not sure I want to have children. Iâm not even sure I want to find someone to love to have children with.â
âSomeday you will.â I nodded and didnât say anything because I didnât want to keep talking along these lines. I became aware of an older Chinese woman standing near our booth. She was clutching a small beaded purse.
I leaned into Yip and said, âI think you got a friend here.â
âSheâs Wahâs shift supervisor. She wanted to talk to you.â
âI told you before, itâs not my case. Iâm not handling it,â I said. That cued the woman to approach us directly.
âHello, Yip,â she said. âHow are you doing?â
âOfficer Chow, this is Lily.â
âHello, Lily,â I said. She took a seat and squeezed Yip over to face me directly.
âI wasnât just Wahâs supervisor,â she said. âI