a little early?
My stomach leaps. This is amazing. Can I come early? Of course! I have to. Mom will have to handle things with Danny in the morning.
YES! I type back, unable to keep the smile from my face.
I LOVE DRIVING Momâs car. Itâs an old beat up thing, a hatchback Civic from like decades ago. But it has a good radio and, hey, itâs a car. After mostly walking, especially now that Iâve lost Sebastian as my ride most places, Iâd drive a rusted out jalopy if it meant getting around.
Danny sits back in his booster seat, listening to his iPod. He bops his head and looks out the window, calmed as usual by hismusic. Heâs quiet most of the ride and I navigate the roads that lead to his doctorâs office.
âItâs the Beatles, Jazzy!â Danny yells.
I smile absently as I stop at a red light. âDonât yell, I can hear you even though your music is loud!â
âWhat?â He bobs his head and hums loudly. I wave away his question and watch him in the mirror. His blinks become slower, longer. He seems tired, like he almost always does after school. As long as thatâs all it is. I turn onto the highway, distracted by my worry.
He nods off and is asleep by the time we reach the doctorâs office. He grudgingly climbs out of the car, dragging the toes of his sneakers along the sidewalk and down the long hallway inside.
âI donât get why we have to come here again? Didnât I just go to the hospital?â He crosses his arms and stops short in the hallway. âIâm sick of coming here.â
I sigh and run my hands through my hair. Cranky Danny is no good for any of us. And heâs right. He shouldnât have to be here. But I donât think a Life Is Unfair lecture is going to do any of us any good.
âSorry kiddo,â I say, resting my hand on his shoulder. âI know itâs only been a few weeks since your hospital visit, but Dr. Bee likes to check up on her favorite patients. Believe me, I wish you didnât have to be here either.â
Itâs true, of course. Him having to be here at all just about breaks my heart. Best neurologists aroundâIâll give Mom credit for finding good doctorsâbut damn I wish he didnât have to be here.
He bites his lip, eying up the receptionist with contempt. I steer him toward the fish tank in one of the waiting rooms.
âTell you what,â I say. âYou hang out here while I sign you in. If we get out of here in decent time, we can check out that new playground?â
âThe pirate one?â His eyes light up.
âYep. The pirate one. With the little adventure course?â
He nods sharply. âFine.â
âBut you have to cooperate. No complaining, okay?â
He scowls.
âAnd no scowling, either.â
A small smile quivers on his lips.
âWhat is that I see?â I sing song, as his smile widens. He tries to keep a straight face, but canât. I squeeze his shoulder again and make my way to the reception window, happy to have diverted a true tantrum. Danny is a mostly agreeable kid, but with tired Danny it could go either way. He watches the fish in the tank while I stand in line.
âJazzy!â he calls as I hand over Momâs insurance card.
âOne second, Dan,â I mutter as I fill out the sign in sheet.
âThe fish are bigger, Jazzy. Come see. There are new ones too!â My brotherâs smile is genuine now, and I say a silent thanks to the heavens that his mood has shifted. When the receptionist hands back my card, I thank her and head over to the waiting room where Danny has practically pressed his entire skinny body against the huge glass fish tank.
âOh wow.â I squat down to look at the fish from his viewpoint.
âSunny?â
Wait.
I turn around and sure enough, Wesley, the boy from Dannyâs hospital room, sits in a chair against the far wall.
For real?
âWes,