line the large area are already filled, and more than a few people lounge under some of the other shade trees. But no Frankie yet.
As Iâm unwrapping the bagel and opening the book weâre reading in Englishâ
The Invisible Man,
which, I have to admit, is pretty goodâmy mouth almost drops open when I hear a squeaky, syrupy-sweet voice.
âGive it back!â
Itâs her.
My head whips to the side, my gaze sweeping the courtyard. Great. And him. There they are, Sebastian and mystery girl, sitting at one of the side tables, her lying on the bench with her head in his lap, looking up at him. He smiles down at her and tweaks her nose.
Puke.
I turn my back to them, letting my hair fall like a curtain to hide my face, which feels like itâs on fire. Breathe, Jasmine. Donât cry.
So basically, he had the nerve to come up to me at my locker this morning and act like he gave a crap about me or my family, and now here he is with her? Appetite gone, I shove the bagel back in the bag and lean against the tree trunk, studying my book as if itâs got the answers to my life scrawled on its pages. Iâm not about to leave this courtyard. Iâm certainly not being driven out by them. I blink furiously against my gathering tears, thankful for my dark sunglasses.
Eleven months. Thatâs how long we dated. I mean, he was my first boyfriend, first kiss. I think of his comment this morning. So what if we never got as far physically as Sebastian always wanted to go? Is that really a reason to find someone else? Whatever. Looks like I made the right decision about that after all. Shallow bastard. My heart is wrung out just thinking abouthow much I cared about him, that I thought I maybe even loved him. Never again will I trust someone so quickly.
When Frankie finally steps outside, swinging her bright paisley lunch bag, her eyebrows go so high, theyâre completely hidden under her bangs.
âReally?â She practically yells. Frankie does not know the meaning of an inside voice. She flops down on the grass next to me. âIs he even serious right now?â
Still yelling.
âShhhh. Can we not alert every single person out here to the awkwardness of the situation?â
âAs if itâs not obvious?â
âFantastic. Really.â I groan.
âIâm just saying!â
âShhhhh! Please stop. I know youâre trying to help, but talking about him makes me want to throw up.â I lie back on the grass, resting my open book on my chest. I flip my glasses back down over my eyes. âWho is she, anyway?â I whisper.
âSheâs a freshman, I think? Iâm pretty sure she is the youngest of the Lanes.â
âAh, I
can
kind of see the resemblance.â The Lane family has a zillion kids, which until now I had thought were all boys, all of which already graduated.
âI think her name is Alexa. Iâm pretty sure she runs on the cross country team. Donât worry, Iâll dig for more. Please tell me she isnât
the
one. Is she?â She flops down on the grass next to me and lowers her voice. âThe one, one? The one you found him with?â
I nod.
Please donât let me throw up out here in front of everyone.
âGood God,â Frankie says. I turn toward her as she continues to shake her head. âSebastian is an ass.â
âObviously.â
âObviously.â She unwraps her sandwich slowly and takes a bite. âSheâs got nothing on you. Sheâs not even pretty. And listen to her. Obviously sheâs annoying as hell.â
I groan. âDonât bother to try to make me feel better.â
Frankie sighs. âIâm sorry. What else can I do? Letâs do something fun. Want to hang out after school?â
âCanât. I have to be home for Danny.â
âWhereâs Elena?â
Frankie is the only one who refers to my mom by her first name.
âWorking.â
She