pretty as Becca or Cecilia I did try to improve my appearance, even standing differently so my crooked leg wasnât as obvious. Living as Ceciliaâs companion was a lot easier on me than all the hard scullery work at Coad Farm. I thought it was all too good to be true.
I had a visit from Mrs Makepiece and Cecilia promised to return her call as soon as she was feeling better and I would of course accompany her with Beth. Billy-alone also found his way into the kitchen of South Farm and I was pleased to see him. We walked together round the orchard on a fine autumn day. The windfalls smelled sweet as they awaited collection. South Farm was so different to Coad Farm. Apart from Mrs Fisher, everyone was friendly; there were no bad atmospheres and the place felt full of light as opposed to the gloom and bad temper at Hamsey.
I was beginning to feel safe and wanted but I knew that I was only staying as long as the wet-nurse and that sooner rather than later I would have to start weaning Beth. I didnât want to think about it. Billy found a few fallen apples and we sat in the lazy sunshine munching our way through them.
âBeth looks right bonny.â
âShe does that, she is thriving and very content. We love it here Billy.â
âI wouldnât mind a job here; any chance you think?â
âI thought you didnât want to stay in one place?â
âWell, this is a bit different ainât it?â
âYes, it certainly is. Farmer Elwood is a good man and very kind. Why donât you ask him?â
âWill you ask him for me?â
âNo, but I will tell him that you are a good, kind boy and probably hard working.â
âWhat dâya mean, âprobablyâ?â
I laughed at his indignation as I eased myself up and then pulled him to his feet. âCome along, I want to pick some herbs. Iâve a mind to make some of my maâs receipts. Mrs Fisher is away for a few days so I can use the kitchen.â
We were foraging along the hedgerow when he said, âThere was a body found in the river yesterday.â
A hand clutched at my heart, squeezing.
âDo you know what happened?â
âNa, it might be a suicide.â
A chill swept across me.
âDo you know who it was?â
âA maid, âpparently.â
Was it Becca? Had old man Coad gone back on his promise to bury her fittingly?
âLetâs finish here now Billy, Iâve got enough.â I tried to keep my voice from trembling. When we got back to the house I asked him to find out a bit more about the girl. I made it sound casual, but to me it felt like I was guilty of something, and I knew I wasnât.
Chapter Eleven
To Make Apple Cakes
Take half a quarter of dough, roll it out thin; spread equally over it 5 ounces each of coffee and sugar, a little nutmeg or all-spice, and 2 ounces of butter; then fold and roll it again two or three times, to mix well the ingredients. Afterwards, roll it out thin, and spread over it 4 rather large apples, pared, cored and chopped small; fold it up, and roll until mixed. Let it stand to rise after. Half a pound of butter may be added.
MacKenzieâs Five Thousand Receipts in All the Useful and Domestic Arts
I was in an agony of worry and fear. Surely, I said to myself, the master would have buried Becca like he promised. I went over and over the words we had exchanged: I had asked him to bury her proper but he had cheated me over the money and I realised I had no reason to expect him to keep his word. I made myself as busy as possible and took over Mrs Fisherâs kitchen to make some apple cakes for the family. I used my motherâs receipts and was able to lose myself in the slapping of the dough, part of which I used for bread. I loved cooking and it was helpful to have something to occupy my mind. I propped Beth up in a washing tub and padded her with towels so she could see the activity and Cecilia even came in to chat.
Louis - Sackett's 14 L'amour