he’s an earl!”
“I quite agree. But we needn’t worry about
that yet. In a few months you will be engaged again and can
acknowledge him with equanimity. Oh, I’m so relieved. And in the
future I will make sure we coordinate events better between the
two of you.”
“I was so upset that I couldn’t attend but
perhaps Grandmama is right. Sometimes things do happen for the
best.”
“That’s the way to look at it. Now, I shall
leave you to your breakfast. I’ll call again at a more
reasonable hour to see what events you are planning to attend.
I’ll keep Jameson out of your hair for as long as needs be, my
dear.”
Clarice nodded unhappily. “Lady Amelia?”
“Yes, my dear?”
“He will not be coming back, will he?”
A melancholy air surrounded the poor girl and
Amelia took her hand. These last weeks she had been so focused
on salvaging Clarice’s social standing that she had quite
ignored the hurt and betrayal the poor girl must certainly be
feeling. Amelia knew those feelings well, even if she too had
been forced to hide them.
They sat quietly together until Amelia
whispered, “Men are louts.”
Clarice gasped, then giggled. “It’s really
too bad we must put up with them.”
Amelia smiled. “I’ve often thought that a
nunnery must be so peaceful. Imagine, men locked out!”
They laughed, then Clarice sighed. “But
perhaps it would be a bit boring.”
Amelia patted her hand and stood to leave.
“Of that, I have no doubt.”
Four
T he next few weeks’ events were coordinated,
and a promise wrung from Jameson that he would not accept any
more invitations before consulting her. Amelia decided to enjoy
the Gratham’s ball herself. It had been a stressful few weeks
and she had no doubt Jameson would find more ways to
inconvenience her. She had to take moments to herself when she
could. Besides, it had been nearly two weeks since she had been
subjected to a ridiculous proposal, if one didn’t count
Jameson’s and she didn’t, and she found herself in need of
entertainment. Perhaps tonight some young idiot would get drunk
enough to propose.
Jameson, Robin, Amelia, and Lady Beckham
arrived beyond fashionably late. They sat in the coach, arguing.
Now that the moment was upon him, Jameson had realized that he
had no idea how he would be received by the ton , and had
tried to wheedle his way out. Unfortunately for him, Amelia was
in no mood.
“I hope you do feel some disapproval,
Jameson. You acted without thought and hurt Clarice terribly. I
hope you get a few cuts.”
Robin scolded her. “You’re being very harsh
tonight. He does not need disapproval from you; who knows what
he’ll be subjected to in there.”
Jameson was quiet, sitting with his head back
and his eyes half-closed.
Amelia sat forward. “It is not you who has
picked up the pieces these last weeks. It is not you who has
held Clarice’s hand while she cried, or when she finally
accepted that Jameson never loved her. I did. I am still his
friend, though he hardly deserves it. Perhaps it is vengeance on
my part that I hope he feels a smidgen of the pain he has
caused. Or perhaps it is simply that I never want to go through
this again and a few good cuts would help him learn the lesson.”
Robin leaned forward, gesturing wildly at
Jameson. “Do you honestly think he has not suffered? That he
does not feel the shame and cowardice of what he’s done? Do you
think he doesn’t know how horribly he treated the poor girl? He
drinks himself to a stupor nearly every night.”
“Is that new? I couldn’t tell.”
Lady Beckham’s reason-filled voice
interrupted the siblings feud. “Perhaps we are all too wound up
to attend this evening. We can cry off, come up with some
excuse.”
Amelia sat back with a huff. “No, we can’t.
Just look at this madhouse. They all want to see him, let them
see him.”
Jameson