on the tableâs opposite side. Two thick folders lay open before his own place, along with a pair of empty coffee cups. He glanced at his watch, then at the closed door, and gave a sigh.
Dr. Hearlyâs gaze was dark and probing. Kenneth sensed he was a man with both intelligence and integrity. This was confirmed to Kenneth when he said, âLong ago I designed a lecture for distraught parents. Most doctors come up with something or other to handle such situations. But I am reluctant to give it here. You both strike me as astute, able to accept the truth.â
âThe uncertaintyâthe waitingâhas nearly done us all in,â Kenneth replied. âI simply canât understand why it has taken so long for the doctors to decide what the matter is.â
âThey know what the matter is,â Dr. Hearly replied. His voice was deep, strong, and had the characteristic of being both direct and gentle at the same time. âThe only question is how much hope they can offer you.â
Again he glanced at his watch and shook his head. âExcuse me.â He reached for the phone and dialed a number. His fingers seemed almost too large for the holes. âThis is Dr. Hearly up in Conference Room . . . Iâm sorry, I donât know what number . . . oh, you do. Good. Listen, Iâve been waiting for Dr. Pearce and the pediatric surgeon . . . wait, I have his name here.â He inspected the open file. âYes. Saunders, thatâs right.â He listened a moment, shook his head a second time, and said, âNo, thatâs all right. Thank you for checking.â
He placed the receiver back in its cradle and went on. âIt seems that Dr. Saunders had to perform an emergency operation and Dr. Pearce is delivering a baby at another hospital. I would have preferred for at least one of them to be present. But I have a conference to get to, and Iâm afraid I really canât wait much longer.â
âWe understand.â Abigail glanced at Kenneth to make sure it was all right for her to speak. âYouâre the expert in this field.â
âWeâd really like to have your opinion,â Kenneth agreed. âYour unvarnished conclusion.â
The man gave each of them another swift inspection, then nodded once. âVery well. Mr. Adams, I am sorry to tell you that your son has what we call a shunting across his heart.â
My son . The words were enough to stab him deeply. While Kyle was pregnant he often had dreamed of hearing those words. He had never mentioned itâone of the few secrets he had ever kept from her. He had not wanted to say it and then have her feel disappointment for him if the child turned out to be a girl. He knew he would have been delighted with a daughter. But in his heart of hearts he had yearned for a son. Yet now when he heard those longed-for words, they threatened to tear his world apart.
When he was unable to respond, Abigail said for them both, âIâm afraid I donât understand what you mean.â
The doctor thumbed through pages in the first file. âI understand from your wifeâs history that her brother suffers from a heart condition.â
âYes,â Kenneth managed. âBut her parents are both in excellent health.â
âI donât suppose you know her grandparentsâ medical histories?â
Kenneth started to rise. âNo, but I could call andââ
âLater. See to that later and inform Dr. Saunders if any of them suffered from a heart problem.â He closed the file. âInfant cardiology represents an entirely new field. But we are beginning to wonder if there is a genetic basis to some of these ailments.â
Abigail reached across the void that seemed to be gathering around Kenneth and took his hand.
âBlood is meant to flow through the heartâs valves, you see, moving from one chamber to the next in very careful steps.