worst enemy, though, so maybe me being back there makes a lot of sense.
Conversation between Researcher and His Wife in Bed the Night after the Incident Involving Case #4557
WIFE : Are you cold?
RESEARCHER : No.
wife : Why are you shaking?
RESEARCHER : (No response)
wife : Are you OK?
RESEARCHER : (No response)
wife : Are you crying?
Why the Blood Can Arc So High and Far Following the Knifeâs Slash (Partial Transcript of Foreman Roy Clampsin Interview, unedited)
Come here, let me show you something. I said, come here! If youâre going to get sick, just get sick; itâll all wash down into the same place. Happens all the time. Bend over. Hold your knees, breathe deep. Thatâs it. Now, come here. Look at that. Big as a basketball, practically. Thatâs that big bastardâs heart. And the blood. The blood was coming out of a high-pressure artery, and when you think about it, heâd just survived a murder attempt, so you can bet that that fucker was pumping big-time. You ever been to the drag races and seen an oil line blow when one of them dragsters is coming off the line? Itâs kind of like that. Shitâs amazing, isnât it? Could you imagine such a thing?
Legible Portion of Note Left beneath Researcherâs Windshield Wiper, Presumably by Female Protestor a Couple Days after Confronting the Researcher on His Way inside the Plant
⦠about the kids is because I wanted you to think about the world weâre going to leave behind, not because Iâd do anything to hurt anyone. I do this because I donât want anyone getting hurt. You think I look like a fool, but whose [ sic ] the foolish one?
Interview Summary of Foreman Roy Clampsin cont.
In my experience, people like to kick up a lot of fuss, and the ones who kick up the most fuss, in general, donât know shit about shit. That whole fucking war they sent me to was fuss after fuss, and not a god-damned soul knew fuck-all about it, but everyone had an opinion anyway, and for the most part, same is true here. People just do not want to know about this shit, perfect case in point being you. You wouldnât be here if those hippies hadnât gotten their hemp undies in a bunch, that look on your face makes that plain as day. Not that I blame anyone. Apparently, people more important than me have declared that this is ânecessary,â so here I am, which is kind of the story of my life.
My daddy always said that âChoices have consequences and bad choices have bad consequences.â First time he said it was after I spent my Christmas money on some plastic piece-of-shit toy that Daddy had warned me would fall apart before I got home and did indeed break when I dropped it on the ground exiting the car. The last time was after Iâd wrapped my car around an oak, which Iâd done because Iâd lost the girl I loved and drank too much over the sorrow, and thatâs what got me kicked out of college once and for all, which is how the army got their hands on me. When I left for basic, I said good-bye to Daddy, who was sitting at the kitchen table reading the paper, and he said, without looking up, âItâs been nice knowing you,â which I choose to think meant he was worried about what was going to happen to me over there, rather than something else.
So what Iâm saying is that Iâve learned how to live with the consequences of my choices, but what this place is about is the consequences of other peopleâs choices, which is the messed-up part. Those hippies are a pain in the ass and I donât like having to wash off the cow shit they throw at my car every morning, and Iâm not trying to argue that thereâs an equivalence between what went on during that war, or any other war and whatâs going on here, but youâve got to admit, they have a point.
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