kitchen.â
Hannahâs words stuck in her throat like a hard piece of old celery. She could feel tears tugging at her eyes, and finally, she managed to speak. âOf course.â She rushed to remove her utensils and her plate, and turned to get out of the room before she burst into tears like a fool.
Lillian was still standing in the doorway. She touched Hannah softly on the shoulder, as if she felt sorry. âWe need our private family time. I hope you understand.â
Hannah had imagined helping this mother throughout the day and thought sheâd be included in all family activities. It hadnât occurred to her that sheâd be just a nanny, nothing more, not part of this family, not part of any family. That wasnât how the agent, Olga, had put it.
âIâm sorry I threw out the bars,â Hannah rushed. âI donâtâthatâs not normal for me.â
Lillian nodded briefly. âItâs fine.â Michael renewed his escape efforts, wiggling and kicking, and Lillian stepped to the side to put him in his high chair.
Hannah hurried into the kitchen, where she eased her plate, glass, fork, and knife down onto the table, trying not to make a sound on the glass. Since she couldnât seem to stop making mistakes, she stood by the table and waited until they told her what to do.
âSit,â Sergey said.
She sat. He took her plate from the table and she worried that once again sheâd made a mistake. Maybe they didnât think she should eat tonight? Then he filled the plate with a large serving of the pasta salad and a leg from the chicken and put it back down in front of her.
âYouâre too thin,â he said. âEat.â
It was unbelievable that heâd served her. Men didnât serve food, and certainly not to their employees. On top of that, heâd given her the leg. In Moldova, dark chicken meat was what everyone preferred, and young people never got it. Sheâd have to write Babulya and tell her about it. The chicken leg alone would reassure her that she was with a good family.
Sergey headed into the dining room, carrying the pasta salad and chicken. The door slid shut behind him.
The smell of the food was making Hannahâs stomach growl. She reached for her fork and was about to take a bite of the chicken when the doorbell rang.
âWhoâs that?â Lillian asked.
A chair scraped on the hardwood floor. âPaavo,â Sergey said, opening the dining room door. âHe wants to see her.â He looked at Hannah, his brow creasing, and then strode through the kitchen and down the hall to the front door.
She put her fork down. It was like theyâd bought a new TV and their friend was coming to see it, except that she was the TV.
She pushed her chair back and stood up so she could look this person in the eye.
Chapter seven
T he man was a hippopotamus. Sergey had seemed large before, but he looked small compared to this man, whose neck was as thick as one of Hannahâs thighs. The man was wearing billowing gray dress pants and a black shirt, unbuttoned to the third button, revealing black chest hairs on sickly white skin. He had on white socks, no slippers, and smelled of French cologne, sweet cigars, and a yeasty body odor.
His little black eyes examined her.
âSo, youâre the girl,â he said in a brusque dialectânot Ukrainian but not Russian either. Siberian?
âI guess,â she said with a shrug, trying to pretend she didnât care.
âThis is my friend Paavo,â said Sergey. âHe introduced us to your agent and helped us with the documents.â
âWhich agent?â Her voice squeaked, but neither man seemed to notice.
Paavo leaned against the counter and looked her up and down. She gave him her cold stare, the same one she gave to any man who couldnât keep his eyes or his hands to himself.
âElena.â He said her fake name like a statement, as