TRAPPED (Breaking Free Book 2) by C S Court Read Free Book Online Page B

girl, simply after a bit of fun, I could n’ t have been more wrong, fuck I ca n’ t believe I got it so wrong . ” I pause, thinking back to that night and how stupid I was to not see her for what she is. How could I fall for her crap ?“ We messed around a few times, and not once did she hint at wanting more from me. I did n’ t want more, I was quite content with my life as it was and for the time being she was a part of that. Well, fuck me that did n’ t last long. You see, she soon dropped a huge bombshell, she was pregnant and I was the father. I literally felt my heart burst from my chest. My life was over, and I only had myself to blame. I proposed then and there, not out of love or even the smallest bit of affection, but out of duty to my unborn child. My Dad was a deadbeat and there was no way I was going to be the same as him.
    “ I never once loved her Connie, not once. She hired the best wedding planners money could buy, and had us married within the month. The only saving grace in all of this was the pre nup I had her sign, without it I can guarantee she would have had me broke within days.  As time went on I began to get excited about the baby, the idea of a mini me running around was what got me though the hell of being married to her, and it was hell Connie, utterly awful. From spending my money on lavish shopping sprees and lunch dates, to throwing dinner parties and using my name to reel in the biggest business moguls she could. I just let it all go baby, I tried my best to be a good and supporting husband but it was never enough.
    Ash lost the baby, and I was totally and irrevocably heartbroken, no matter how much I did n’ t want to be with Ashley I did want that baby. I had allowed the idea of being a Daddy to sink in and I was so excited Connie, so bloody excited. But Ash could n’ t just let it be, she was badgering me to try again for another baby before we had a chance to come to grips with losing this baby. It hurt, but I thought this was her way of dealing with the grief.I on the other hand wanted to grieve for our loss and be there for my wife, as a good husband does. I had one night of weakness after her several attempts to get me to sleep with her, it was so hard, seeing her heartbreak and listening to her cry on my shoulder about feeling rejected after she had just lost our baby, I gave in just that once. Ash though could n’ t wait, it was never about the baby for her, she never cared for the life lost, just that she needed to give birth to my child to receive a good sized chunk of my money. Without a child she walks away with practically nothing.
    I was working away for a few days, but decided to cut my trip short and check in on how she was doing, I may not love the woman, but she did lose my babyand she was my wife, so I had a duty to be there and look after her. Connie I would have never cheated on her, I’ m not that way programmed, I do n’ t believe in cheating for any reason, let alone cheat with a family member of hers. I walked in on her fucking my uncle. She was so desperate to fall pregnant, so eager to get her hands on my money. The second I found out, I kicked her out and filed for divorce. After betraying me and trying to fuck me over as she did, she is trying to take the one bit of happiness in my life away from me, and tha t’ s you baby . ”
    I stop abruptly, an ache forming in my chest from the thought alone of being without Connie. After everything we have both been through, we deserve some happiness, and that girl is my ray of sunshine.
    I sit in silence, my heart feeling heavy and a sweat forming on my brow. I’ m so fucking nervous sh e’ s gonnawalk, but she had to know everything, I ca n’ t take a chance of hiding anything from her anymore. Fuck, why is she just sitting there staring at me, I need her to say something, anything.
    “ Connie baby, please talk to me. I do n’ t expect you to forgive me, I’ m a bastard I know, but please give me