results of my Truth Game questionnaire are in. I look at my scores. Five points for the âDatingâ one along with the comment: âWhoa, snooping in the underwear drawer? Two bonus points!â I smile for a second before it dawns on me that some complete stranger knows about me rummaging through Brianaâs underwear. Creepy.
I look at the stats to see how my answers stack up with other peopleâs, expecting them to be pretty average. Iâm shocked when I see that my numbers are pretty much opposite from everyone elseâs. Having a boyfriend but never having been kissed makes me a total anomaly.
Ugh. Just when I think Iâve left my middle school self behind, something else makes me feel like an outcast.
I start pacing around the kitchen, feeling like I should bake something. Thatâs what I always do when I get stressed. I should probably try one of the French pastries I was looking at, but for some reason all I feel like baking are chocolate-chip cookies. No way. Iâm not going to waste time making something Iâve baked a million times before.
âMom!â I call into the living room. âWhat do you want me to bake for you?â
âHow about some lemon squares?â she calls back. It figures. Theyâre her favorite.
I sigh and get to work. Maybe I can make a meringue to go on top or do something to make the lemon squares a little fancier. At least the act of baking will calm me down. But the weird thing is, it doesnât. Not even when the squares are in the oven. Not even when I pull them out, all warm and gooey, and the whole house smells like heaven.
âMmm,â Mom says, her nose practically pulling her into the kitchen. âCan I have a bite?â
I push the entire pan over to her. âTheyâre all yours.â
âSo I have some great news,â Mom says. âOne of the women on the PTA told me that her brother-in-lawâs cousin, Bianca, might be doing sound for the Cooking Network special! So, if you want, I can give her a call and set up a lunch meeting for you and Bianca this week!â
I blink at her. âHuh?â
âDonât you see? If you talk to Bianca and make a good impression, maybe sheâll get you some face time with Chip.â She gets a thoughtful look on her face. âNow, the first thing we need to doââ
âMom, do you really think me having lunch with a complete stranger is going to help anything? You know what Iâm like with people I donât know.â Iâd probably insult the womanâs dog by accident or something.
âYouâll be fine!â Mom says. Then she frowns. âExcept she apparently speaks only Italian.â
I groan. âI know youâre trying to help, but can you give me a chance to figure things out on my own for once?â
Her face falls. âItâs justâ¦Iâve watched your shyness hold you back so many times. I didnât want that to happen again with something you really cared about.â
As much as I hate to admit it, sheâs right. Normally, I wouldnât have the guts to do anything about getting onto the show. âI know, but I wonât let that happen. Can you please let me handle things my way?â
She puts her hand on mine. âI guess Iâm still getting used to the idea that I donât have to look out for you all the time. Itâs like the day we got you that unicorn balloon at the fair when you were little. Do you remember? When it flew away, you were so upset that I rushed out and bought you a new one, even though I knew I should use that opportunity to teach you about taking better care of your possessions. I told myself I had plenty of time to teach you about the harsh facts of life when you were older. But I think part of me is still trying to protect you from them.â
The funny thing is, I remember that day with the unicorn balloon, but in my memory, it was my dad who got me a