leave?”
“Not at all. I want to hear about your life and catch up and enjoy your company.”
“Okay, Ava. Let’s do that.” Gabby smiles and I reach over to give her a big hug.
“Thanks for being here, Gab, it means a lot to me.”
“Absolutely.”
“So, tell me about art school.”
I lean back in my lounge and listen to my friend fill me in on her life. I feel bad I snapped at her, but at least she knows how I feel about the topic. I know that my healing will take place by picking myself up and moving forward as best as I can, no matter what the future brings.
“I’M GOING TO work with you today,” I announce as I brush my teeth before stepping into the shower.
Enzo raises his eyebrows. “Is that so? Don’t you think it’s a bit soon for that? You need your rest.”
“I have rested. I need a routine and a sense of normalcy,” I explain through my toothpaste filled mouth before spitting. “I spent the entire day by the pool yesterday hanging with Gabby. This house is so quiet in the day time when no one is here and Chris stays holed up in his room all day. I need to get out of here.”
Enzo frowns but says nothing.
“I called Dr. Warner yesterday and she said if I feel up to it I can work as long as I don’t push myself too hard and rest when I need to.”
“I don’t know, bella. It feels like you are rushing things.”
“I’m going.”
Enzo doesn’t argue with me as we step into the shower and wash. I can’t help but let my eyes roam freely over my husband’s toned body. His back faces me and I watch his rippled muscles undulate as he rubs soap over his olive skin. My eyes shift down to his ass, his unbelievably amazing ass, and I suddenly crave his touch. I reach out and drag my fingers over his skin, down his back, settling on his magnificent backside. He freezes for a moment before turning to face me. His eyes tell me everything I need to know. They are filled with love and passion. I want him very much.
I move closer and place my hands on his chest. Enzo takes one of my arms, lifting my hand to his mouth to kiss it. Glancing down, his passion for me is visibly displayed. Oh yes, I want him. Now.
A grin stretches across my lips. “Enzo, my love, my prince. You’ve done so much for me. You’ve taken amazing care of me. Now it’s my turn.”
“What are you up to, bella?”
“Not up to anything. Down to something,” I say as I slide down to my knees.
Enzo quickly tries to pull me up. “That is not necessary, amore.”
“Oh yes it is. I want you so bad I can taste it. I can’t do everything, but I can do this and I want to very much. So please don’t stop me. Let me pleasure you this way.” I push Enzo back against the shower bench and kneel before him as hot water sprays down over us. My desire to be close to him right now is almost desperate. I need to please him. I need to feel like a woman.
I reach out and stroke him to full hardness, my eyes soaking him in. He leans back against the shower tiles and closes his eyes as my mouth slides down around his erection. Now I close my eyes enjoying the sensation of him in my mouth. I swirl my tongue over his smooth hardness and lift up a bit to suck the tip. Enzo releases a quiet moan from his lips which encourages me.
I suck harder, twisting around his shaft, sucking as though my life depended on it. I balance myself against his knees and wish I could slide down over this gorgeousness between his legs. My sudden longing and dirty thoughts surprise me, but I’m thankful I’m still capable of feeling it.
Enzo buries his hands in my wet hair, pulling me slightly closer. Lifting up slightly, I try to get him completely down my throat. His eyes shoot open and he smiles, filling my entire body with warmth.
“Jesus, Ava, this feels so amazing.”
I nod, continuing my work. I know from how much harder he is that he’s on the edge as his cock throbs in my mouth. His grip in my hair tightens and my entire