were clocked going one hundred and forty-seven!â Steve repeats when I tell him. âI got up to one hundred and thirty once. But one hundred and forty-seven, that would take a lot of nerve. Werenât you scared youâd wipe out?â
âI didnât have time to think about it. Those idiots were right on our tail.â
Bobby is slumped back in an easy chair, spinning a drumstick. âWhatâs it like being interrogated? Do the cops really put the screws to you the way they do on TV ?â
âI donât know how other people are treated, but it wasnât as bad as all that,â says Jack. He grimaces. âThey werenât as tough as my dad was, thatâs for sure. Iâm notallowed to drive his car for at least a month, and then it will be reviewed.â
âBut Gordie was driving,â Steve points out.
âYeah, which I told both my parents. They didnât seem to care. I was with him, so I must have been a part of it. I must have goaded him on or something.â
âSorry,â I say.
âAh, itâs not youâre fault. Itâs your doped-out brotherâs.â
There is nothing to deny, and nobody disagrees.
âHey, did they throw you in the tank?â Steve asks. âI mean, while you were waiting for your parents to get there. Did you have to share a cell with a load of thugs?â
âWe were speeding.â I drop a disc in the CD player. âWe werenât suspected terrorists. Letâs drop it, okay? I donât want to talk about it anymore.â I press Play.
Chase doesnât say anything about what happened until I am alone with him the next day. âSee why youâve got to help me?â he gripes. âI told youâtheyâll kill me if they donât get paid.â
Instead of apologizing for Jack and me almost being run off the road, for the police hassling me and Dad coming down on me, he makes it sound like itâs a problem I brought on myself.
âYou know what? This is
your
problem, not mine.â
âCome on, Gordie. Just this one time, please? You know they donât fool around. If they donât kill me, theyâll hurt me. Think what that would do to Mom.â
âDonât you use that on me.â
âOkay, okay. But I canât do anything until theyâre off my back.â
âIâm still thinking about it.â
Chase has been home for nearly two weeks. Payment to Ratchet is a week overdue. Mom and Dad are urging him to do something: enroll in school or apply for a jobâanything. It will help build his confidence, they tell him. But more importantly, it will look good when his preliminary hearing comes up. Thatâs the procedure used to decide if thereâs enough evidence to go to trial. I really donât know how much more evidence is needed, considering heâd been caught red-handed with the broken bottle in his hand and Richard Cross lying at his feet. But it could be months before the lawyers have all the paperwork figured out.
The one thing I do have to give Chase credit for is staying clean for two weeks. Even if it is the fear factor of being mutilated by his dealers, itâs worked. But Iâm also not naïve enough to believe it will continue. Iâve seen what has happened in the past and Iâve heard the statistics. A drug cop who spoke at school told us meth-amphetamine users have less than an eight-percent chance of recovering. Those are pretty poor odds forsomeone like Chase, who has no interest in cleaning up; even if he did, he has no perseverance. Heâs demonstrated that many times over the past year.
The first time Chase was picked up at a meth house and ordered to go to rehab, he was out in thirty days. When he came home he was right back at it within twelve hours. Heâd told my parents heâd needed to borrow the car to pick up a few things.
âLike what?â Dad asked. There was no doubt by his