Grace?â
âSit down,â Lily said, motioning to the sofa. âI hate it when you loom. Whatâs under your arm?â
âWeâll get to that.â He considered her comment. âAnd I donât loom.â
âWhatever you say,â she said too quickly, with a little smile.
Shaking his head, he set the box on the coffee table and lowered himself to the sofa. Not too close to her. Before heâd driven over here, heâd warned himself about that.
âThe babies are so small,â she explained, worried. âI can touch them but I canât hold them, and Iâm dying to hold them.â
âYouâll soon be able to hold Sophie, if not Grace. Howâs their weight?â he asked, digging for the bottom line like a doctor.
âTheyâre holding their own. My milk should be in soon and Iâm going to pump itââ She stopped as her cheeks turned more pink.
âDonât be embarrassed. Iâm a doctor, Lily. We talkabout this all the time with our patients.â Right now he had to think of her as a patient so other images didnât trip over each other in his head.
âI know. But it seems different withâ¦us.â
Yes, something did seem different. Her perception of him? His of her? The fact that theyâd been friends and maybe now something more was going on?
Nothing should be going on. It was way too soon for her. Maybe way too late for him.
âCan you tell them apart?â he asked, knowing conversation about her little girls would be comforting for her.
âOf course. Sophieâs nose is turned up a little bit more at the end than Graceâs. Graceâs chin is just a little daintier, a tad more refined. They both have Troyâs forehead and probably his eyes. Itâs a little too soon to tell. Sophieâs a half inch longer than Grace, but Grace could catch up if she gains weight.â
âSheâll gain weight. They both will.â
âGrace is still on the ventilator.â Lilyâs voice trembled a bit.
Needing to fortify her with the truth, he asked, âWhat does Francesca say?â
âFrancesca insists theyâre doing as well as can be expected and I have to give them time. I just feel like I should be doing something. Do you know what I mean?â
âOh, yeah. Sitting still isnât easy for either one of us.â He patted the box. âThatâs why I brought this along. Doing is always better than worrying.â
âA gift?â Lily tore the wrapping paper off and read the information on the outside of the box. âOh, Mitch, this is one of those new baby monitors.â
âIt is. The screen is small, but thereâs a portable handset you can carry with you to another room. So Iâm also going to hook up a larger monitor you wonât need binoculars to see. Itâs in my car.â
âI canât let youââ
He shook his finger at her. âDonât even say it. Youâre going to be running yourself ragged when those babies come home. Having cameras in their cribs and a monitor down here so you can see them will help save a little bit of your energy.â
âIt will save a lot of my energy. Thank you.â
Her blue eyes seemed to try to look inside him, into his heartâ¦into his soul. That unsettled him. His soul was tormented at times by everything that had happened in Iraq. He hadnât been able to save his friend, and that, along with the PTSD symptoms, clawed at his heart. He quickly replied, âYouâre welcome. Why donât I get this hooked up? That way it will be ready whenever you bring the babies home.â
âThe cribs were delivered this morning. Gina supervised so I didnât have to run up and down the steps. But I donât know if she put the bedding on.â
âDonât worry about it. I can position the cameras with the bedding on or off.â
âDo you need my help? I