people sometimes have right before they fall asleep.â David then does his imitation of a myoclonic jerk. I look around to see if anyone is watching.
âDonât do that again. You look like youâre having a fit.â
David shrugs. âThree inches farther and you would have nailed him in the gonads.â He then smiles. âSo, I thought you were going to ask him.â
âI didnât want to do it in front of everyone. Iâll go back at break.â
At break, I find Curtis in his room, sitting at his desk reading a copy of
The New Yorker
. Doesnât he have papers to grade or something? Is it legal for him to read a magazine during school hours? He looks a little startled when I knock on the open door. Maybe he isnât used to talking to students outside of class. Maybe Iâm nervous.
âCan I talk to you about the paper ⦠the paper that was due today, the
Grapes of Wrath
paper?â
âI know which paper was due today. No, you canât have an extension. It has been on the syllabus since thebeginning of the semester.â He returns his attention to his magazine.
âI ⦠um, donât need an extension.â At least not if you buy this idea. âI donât know if you know this about meââyou donât, almost no one doesââbut Iâm interested in Claymation and I have been making films. Claymation films.â Films, not cartoons. âI had this idea while reading
The Grapes of Wrath
ââor at least looking at the coverââthat I could, well ⦠what I tried to do was capture something about the novel ⦠I made a film and I have been working on it for a while and â¦â
I have his attention. He has now closed
The New Yorker
and would be looking me in the eyes, if I actually looked up. He seems oddly alert, like a small rodent thatâs heard a sudden noise. His nose might have twitched. He is really trying to figure out what it is I am trying to say. In class he rarely lets anyone finish a sentence. He gives the constant impression that he already knows whatever you were about to say and has already decided that it isnât worth listening to.
âI can tell you are trying to tell me something, or possibly ask me something.â
âAsk. I was asking.â
âAnd this film, about the book â¦â
âItâs a sort of project.â
âInstead of a paper.â
âYeah.â
âSure.â He smiles. I stand there and stare at him. Seeing how I havenât responded, he continues, âI like initiative and creativity. Iâd be happy to watch a ⦠Claymation â¦?â
âLike Gumby. A cartoon, sort of.â
âSounds great. Do you have it with you? Because, whatever it is, it is still due today.â
I pull it out of my bag. He looks at the cover and hands it back to me.
âI can shift things around a little, why donât we show it on Friday right after we wrap up the
Grapes
unit?â
Iâm not quite prepared for this reaction. âDo you want to preview it first?â
âNo, I trust you.â
âOkay, thanks,â I say, and walk slowly back to my locker, thinking, âNo. Donât trust me.â I have made a seven-minute cartoon with naked clay figures being tortured in various ways and I am about to turn it in as an essay on Steinbeck. I donât feel particularly trustworthy. Maybe I could change schools. Maybe I could convince my parents to move. We could go to a new state. Oklahoma. We could move to Oklahoma.
âSo what did he say?â
M.C. seems to be standing between me and my locker. I am used to seeing her Post-it notes above my lock, which are her way of letting me know she expects David to give her a ride home, but Iâm not used to seeing her stand here in person. I have never asked why I get the notes and notDavid, but I assume it has something to do with my being Carrieâs
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