wouldnât have bonded and been such close friends. The point of this whole thing is that you canât make other people pay for your hard childhood.â
âWanna bet?â I said, taking another sip of my wine.
âWell, what are you going to do now?â
I shrugged and pushed my plate away. âTruth is, I donât know. That was one of the last magazines in the city. I canât concede to working at some neighborhood paper.â I shivered. âNo, I couldnât do that.â
âYou have your degree. Why donât you try teaching?â Norma asked. Chris stood and started clearing the dishes away. I mumbled a thanks when he grabbed mine.
âNo. I donât want to do that.â
Norma sighed and scooted her chair closer to mine. âLook, I know you have a lot of grand ideas about where you want to work and where you see yourself in five years, but right now, you just need to find a job.â
I opened my mouth in protest and she put her hand over it. âYou need some money coming in to handle your expenses. You barely could afford that apartment with the job you had. Youâre too smart to keep passing up jobs like this.â She removed her hand and I nodded.
âYouâre right. I do need some money coming in.â I twirled my weave around my pinky. âWhat kind of help would Chris need at the restaurant?â
She smiled. âNow weâre talking.
Iâm Fine
Chris owned a small tapas restaurant called Muave on Fifty-first Street. I wanted to hail a cab, but since I was pinching my pennies, I took the subway. The restaurant was doing well, especially after a well-known actor started making his rounds there. With several paparazzi outside whenever he came to dinner, it put Muave on the map, and a flattering review in the Post followed. Now reservations had to be made at least two months in advance.
I pulled the heavy wood door open and saw Chris sitting in one of the brown leather booths, talking to one of his waiters. He saw me come in and approached me.
âYou ready for tonight?â
âSure,â I said. My stomach had already began burning even after swigging my bottle of Maalox like a wino on the subway.
âLook, I really appreciate you helping out. Beckyâs out sick, so youâre really doing me a favor. Come on.â
I followed him to the hostess stand where I would be standing.
âThis is the layout of the restaurant,â he said, pointing to the laminated seating chart on the stand. âItâs pretty simple, really,â he said as he gave me a quick overview of how to seat people. âYou think you can handle it?â
âUm, I guess so.â
He patted me on the shoulder. âYouâll be fine. Youâre college-educated, remember? This should be a piece of cake for you. By the way, you sure you want to be doing this in those?â he asked, pointing to my five-inch Manolos.
âSure. Why not?â
âNormally Becky wears flats. Itâs a lot of walking back and forth from tables, and you have to stand long hours at a time.â
âTrust me, Iâll be fine.â
* * *
An hour later I was anything but fine. My calves shook as I towered over the stand, gripping it for dear life as I wrote down a reservation. I grimaced at the sight of a young couple walking in and tried to smile through the pain.
âWelcome to Muave. Do you two have a reservation?â
âYes. Kendrick, party of two at eight?â
My finger trailed the book until I saw their name. âAh, I see it right here. Letâs find you two a table.â
âIs he here tonight?â the young woman asked, her voice high with excitement.
âWho?â
âJonathan Frankel? The actor from Vows ? I heard he was going to be filming a new movie with Jennifer Aniston this summer. Anyway, is he here?â
âSorry, Iâm afraid not.â
âOh.â Her date rubbed her back, trying to