wet sand. Come on! she ordered herself. Move it! The world seemed to slow down as she focused on the black-and-white ball held in play between Daytonâs feet. Faster! Sheâs almost past you! Her heart hammered in her chest in its new, strange way.
Elise grimaced with the strain, her lips pulled over her clenched teeth. She heard her pulse booming in her ears. She slowed down, getting ready to steal the ball. Almost ⦠and then, to her horror, she felt her feet slip out from under her. Her legs gave way, and she pinwheeled her arms for an eternal second, struggling to regain her balance. She lurched forward, skidding on the turf, and hit the ground.
âWhoa, there!â she heard Coach Berg shout. âTimeout, everyone.â His big hand touched her back. âOkay, Elise?â
The muddy ground was cold and damp under her palms. She felt the mud soaking through her socks. Even her hair, half out of its ponytail, smelled like mud. Elise raised her eyes a few inches and stared at a pair of very new-looking, white sneakers. Sheâd fallen right at the feet of Ryan Jacobs.
E lise had never felt such overwhelming humiliation. It made her almost physically sick to her stomach. She pushed herself to her knees, but when she attempted to rise to her feet, her legs wobbled and buckled underneath her.
âEasy!â Coach Berg caught her by the upper arms, concern creasing his forehead. He pressed his hand to the side of her neck. The other players gathered around. Jacobs had taken a seat on Coach Bergâs little folding stool and was writing something on his clipboard, his nose almost touching the papers.
âWhatâs wrong, Elise?â Sophie asked. âAre you sick?â
âShe looks sick,â someone else said.
âSheâs whiteâlook at her face,â Nita chimed in.
Coach Berg leaned over and gave Elise a long, evaluating stare. âYouâre not well, Elise. Sorry, but I think youâd better take a seat for a while.â
Elise struggled to stand on her own. âI can keep playing, Coach,â she protested. âI just slipped, thatâs all. Just slipped â¦â But she almost crumpled again. Sophie reached out and caught her.
Coach Berg shook his head. âYou can barely stand, much less play. Youâre done for today. Come on, letâs go to my office.â He signaled to Vicki, the athletic trainer. âFinish reffing this, will you?â he asked her.
Ryan Jacobs, who had been silent since the scrimmage started, shook his head. Elise saw him cross something out on his clipboard. It didnât take a rocket scientist to guess what that something was.
âCan I come too?â Sophie spoke up. âI donât care about the rest of the scrimmage.â
Elise cast her a grateful look. She caught Sophieâs eye. Iâm sorry , she mouthed. Sophie nodded.
âItâs okay,â she whispered back.
Still, Elise couldnât keep the tears from flowing down her cheeks as Sophie led her from the field. âDone for today,â Coach Berg had said. Done forever was more like it.
The curious gazes of Eliseâs teammates only made her shame worse. Slowly, she and Sophie followed Coach toward the gym entrance. Big shuddering sobs racked Eliseâs shoulders. She tried to gulp them back, but she seemed to have lost control of her emotions at the same time sheâd lost control of her balance.
The gym seemed impossibly far away despite Sophieâs supporting arm. Elise gulped down air, trying to control her wavering vision. An odd, awful light-headedness threatened to overwhelm her. What were all those black dots in front of her eyes? What was Sophie saying?
Elise was dimly aware of shouting and the sound of running feet. But her vision dimmed as she crumpled to the asphalt path until she saw only black.
T here was a pole by her head. That was the first thing Elise saw when she opened her eyes. The thin pole, a