new car, she reflected on her progress. Truth be told, and she would tell it, immodestly yet constantly: she was becoming legendary! Colin Jones may have thought of her as a âtwisted little troublemaker,â but who was he? A white guy with long hair (very uncool) in a ponytail (even uncooler) in straight jeans (uncoolest) and a dull suburban life (uncool, obviously). By the time she was in New York and working for John Gotti, Colin Jones would merely be a mechanic or a sales clerk. If he was lucky, heâd become floor manager at Wal-Mart.
As she drove by the field behind Shoreline School, Josephine recalled a recent event of which she was most proud. The conversation went like this:
Warren, a curly-haired boy, with eyes rapt and wet: âIâve heard so much about you.â
Josephine Bell: âYeah, what did you hear?â
Warren: âAll the guys said you were good looking. Itâs so cool that I finally get to meet you.â
Josephine Bell: âYeah, whatever. Thatâs nice.â
Sheâd taken a cigarette some girl handed to her. She tilted her dimpled chin. Everybody was talking to her.
Everybody: âI canât believe youâre back! Itâs so cool! Where have you been?â
And sheâd smiled mysteriously, not revealing the grim fact that sheâdbeen on a tour of foster homes, dull, stupid homes with dull, stupid people, who asked her to leave after they found new children, better children, their own children. Warren asked her if sheâd like to go to a party with him. He said something about his girlfriend, Syreeta. She sunned in the words of praise.
Oh my God, thatâs Josephine Bell! Josephine Bell!!! I canât believe I finally get to meet you.
âI felt like a celebrity,â she would later recall. âI thought somebody was gonna ask me for my autograph.â
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Had Josephine known Reena was hoping to find her, she would not have cared. She would not have driven in search of the besotted girl in the Karmann Ghia. Josephine would not have been impressed by the cars subtle elegance. The loving uncle would have seemed too protective and his concerns about nihilism in contemporary culture not worthy of a debate. She had no desire to meet Reenaâs father, for his knowledge of Chaucerian motifs was, to her, utterly irrelevant.
She drove toward the home of Kelly Ellard. She wasnât sure if Kelly would be able to hang out tonight, for Kelly was âactually a pretty good girl.â (âLike if I go and hang out with her, and stuff, sheâd say, âOh shit. Iâve got to call my parents.â Sheâd always be worried about that, whereas, me, I donât care. Iâd say, âLetâs skip our curfew. Letâs be badasses.â But Kelly would say, âOh no, Iâll be grounded.ââ) Josephine thought it was âkind of funnyâ the way Kelly would âactually listen to her parents and stuff.â
Nevada was grounded, so Josephine drove down the street to see if Colin Jones was home.
She thought of Kelly some more, wishing she could see her and go for a drive in the new car. She and Kelly had always been best friends, ever since they were both eleven. When sheâd been living in those stupid homes far away from View Royal, sheâd kept Kellyâs picture on her wall. She hadnât written her letters. That would have been too much. But sheâd missed Kelly, and she realized as she drove that Kelly was her âloyalestâ friend.
Sheâs like a sister to me,
she thought.
Some girls would be jealous of Josephine Bell, but not Kelly. Some girls would think Josephine Bell was a slut just because she was gorgeous. (âThat always pissed me off when girls would say, âMaybe sheâs a slut,â just because some girl is pretty. Iâm not a slut. Iâm not at all.â)
Kelly wasnât like that,
Josephine