of breath, and sweat drips down my face from running up two flights of stairs, I decide that today is a good day. I wipe my forehead on my shirt sleeve.
Halle leans over and whispers, âItâs not that hot out. Besides, Iâd think youâd be used to the heat after living in California.â
âRunning. I overslept,â I whisper between pants. That isnât technically a lie. I did oversleep. I was running.
âYou werenât here yesterday,â I add after Iâve caught my breath.
Her slim eyebrows shoot up. âSurprised you noticed. I switched from sixth period.â
Mrs. Ball is calling for yesterdayâs homework. Halle passes hers up to the guy in front of her.
Crap. My backpack is on the bathroom floor three stories down. Iâm not about to go back and get it. I think of the books and notebooks, the new pens and pencils, the calculator Mom bought me with an extended warranty. Will any of it still be there later?
I raise my hand. âI donât have my homework with me.â
Mrs. Ball clicks her tongue. âYou lose five points each day itâs late.â Double crap.
The rest of the class copy notes from the board. Halle hands me paper and a pencil.
âThanks.â
She nods like itâs no big deal. She probably thinks Iâm a slacker. First I need a tutor. Now I donât even have the basic supplies and my assignment is late.
Itâs hard to pay attention to Mrs. Ball the rest of the period with Halle sitting next to me. I steal glances at the pink stitching that runs down the sides of her jeans, the way a piece of hair sticks out of her brown barrette, and the way she squints when sheâs looking at the board. I pretend to take notes but watch her instead. Her handwriting is big and loopy and she makes little circles above her iâs instead of dots.
After class, I duck and move in front of two other guys so I can walk out the door at the same time as her. Then I turn with her down the hallway, even though itâs the opposite direction of my next class.
âDonât you hate Mrs. Ball?â Halle asks, as though itâs perfectly natural for me to be there.
âUh, I donât really know her.â
âConsider yourself lucky. Iâve been badgering her for an Environmental Science class for two years, even when I was in junior high. She says it doesnât fit into the curriculum. How crazy is that? We live in a town run by the taconite industry, our families are dying of mesothelioma, and our school doesnât care about environmental issues.â
âYeah, crazy,â I agree. âAt least your science books are newer. They were published in 1998.â
She stops. âHow do you know that? You donât even have yours with you.â
I shouldnât have opened the book at all. Shouldnât have read a word of it. Then all this junk wouldnât be stuck in my head. I let out a nervous laugh. âI looked at it yesterday. Wanted to compare it to our books back in California.â
âOh. How do we compare?â
âYour books are newer.â
âWell, thereâs that, I guess. But she still stinks as a teacher. Honestly, I could miss a whole year and just read the book and be ahead.â
Funny, thatâs pretty much what I did for three years.
âWhatâs mesothelioma?â I ask.
âItâs a cancer caused by asbestos. My grandpa died of it last year. Lots of the mine workers here get it. Itâs found in taconite tailings, a waste product from extracting iron ore.â
She stops in front of a classroom and lets out a small breath. âThanks for listening to me rant. Iâm done now. Promise. At least until next Science class. See you during homeroom.â
I watch her disappear into the room and then I continue to stand at the door until the bell rings. Thatâs how hopelessly, utterly mesmerized I am by her.
My next two classes are a blur. I