shirtless tuxedo Blackwell had chosen for me earlier
in the day, but because it was so cold, I also had on a lovely, mid-length,
black cashmere coat from Tom Ford that she had surprised me with before we went
downtown for the photo shoot.
“ I
can ’ t
have you going belly up on me with pneumonia now, can I? ” she
had said when she gave me the coat. “ Here. This will keep you warm. It ’ s my personal gift to you. It ’ s also my small way of saying ‘ congratulations ’ on
your success. ”
“ It ’ s lovely! ” I
said when I put on the coat.
“ It ’ s a bit too large for
you, ” she
said as she studied me. “ Especially in the
waist and at the chest, where God apparently decided to rob you of
breasts. You ’ re tiny, but I thought
I got it right. But damned if I
didn ’ t. I ’ ll fix it this week. There is no way I ’ m
going to let you wear that for long without it being fitted to you. ”
When Tank ’ s door opened and I
saw my boyfriend in his Levi 501s and flannel shirt, I swept myself into his
arms. He swung the door shut behind
me, and we just stood in the entryway for a moment, holding each other while I
felt the warmth of his body against mine. It was comforting and reassuring.
“ I
missed you today, ” I
said.
“ Did
you? ”
“ More
than you know. ”
He leaned down and kissed me. “ I also missed you. ”
He helped me out of my coat, stood
back, and gave me a low whistle.
“ Jesus, ” he
said.
I twirled in front of him. “ You like? ”
“ You
look hot. ”
“ This
isn ’ t
me. You know that. This is just what Blackwell and Bernie
turned me into today. Oh, the power
of hair, make-up, and good clothes. ” I
walked over and pressed my hands against his chest. “ Would you like to take my suit off me? ”
“ In
fact, I would. ”
“ Let
me freshen up in the washroom, and maybe I ’ ll let you strip me bare and have your way with me. ”
“ Don ’ t tease me. ”
“ Who
says I am? ” I glanced down at his jeans, which
were bulging exactly where they should be bulging. “ Why would I deny myself of that? ”
“ You
shouldn ’ t. But would you like something to drink
first? ”
“ What
do you think? ”
He grinned at me. “ You ’ re
in a mood. ”
“ I
just want to be with you. Can you
blame a girl? ”
“ Martini? ” he
said.
“ That
would be lovely. ”
“ Coming
up. ”
I went into his bedroom, which led to
his master bath, where I looked around for some mouthwash. I found some in a cabinet, took a swig,
swished it around in my mouth, and then spit it out. I checked my face and reached into my
clutch to apply a fresh coat of lipstick. Then, I checked my hair and my
make-up, which were fine. Finally,
I adjusted my suit. When I was
finished, I closed my eyes and thought of Tank ’ s arms around me a moment before. There was love in that embrace, warmth
that went beyond warmth, and I was lucky for all of it.
Still in my Louboutins, because I
knew they would turn him on, I clicked into Tank ’ s kitchen, where he was waiting for me with a perfectly
chilled martini. He had a fresh,
frosty glass of Guinness in his hand. My boyfriend was not of the martini set — he was all man, and I loved him for
it.
We moved into his spacious living
room, where a curtain of windows that spanned the entire space overlooked Fifth
Avenue and all the lights that glowed beneath us, ahead of us, and above
us.
I ’ d been in his apartment many times over the past two
weeks. The furnishings reflected
who Tank was — brown
leather sofa and chairs, an absurdly large flat-screen television affixed to
the wall opposite the sofa, an antique coffee table made of thick mahogany and
glass, and on the walls, a surprising collection of contemporary art that had
nothing to do with the decor. It
was a mix of the masculine and modern, which just made him more of a