eyes.
âDerrick, talk to me. Whatâs bothering you?â
âIâm tired of this!â he yelled, then walked to his closet and removed a suitcase.
Staci stared at him like he was an alien with two heads. It took a minute for his actions to register in her brain. He was packing his clothes.
âWhat are you talking about? Youâre tired of what?â Staciâs voice was steady, although her body trembled.
âIâm tired of everything. Life. This house and you!â He continued packing.
Staci leaned against the door frame to keep from falling. âHow can you be tired of me? You havenât been with me.â
He continued packing without responding. Staci watched in silence as he grabbed things from the closet, then the chest and the bathroom. With every item he packed, she felt like he was taking a piece of her. She felt her world crashing down on her, like she was sinking into darkness. She didnât realize sheâd slid down the door frame and was now sitting on the floor until her hands touched the carpet.
Thatâs how she was when Derrick finally looked back in her direction: sitting on the floor with tears streaming down her face. Derrickâs facial expression softened, but just slightly.
âStaci, I just need a break.â His tone was more gentle, but his resolve the same. âI need some time to think about my life and what I want.â
âAnd you canât think here, in our home?â she questioned, searching his eyes for the Derrick that used to love her. The one who vowed to love her until death. The Derrick she loved. âYou donât want me anymore? Thereâs someone else.â It was meant to be a question, and his answers were supposed to assure her that he loved only her. His prolonged silence, however, made it a statement of fact. She turned her head away from him, not wanting him to see how deeply heâd hurt her.
âI just need some time alone,â he whispered, then grabbed his luggage and left.
Staci remained quiet on the floor. When she heard the front door close, her body shuddered. She didnât allow the sobs that would tear her spirit to shreds and leave her gasping for air to come until after she heard the SUV drive off.
âOh God!â she screamed over and over. Nothing in her life ever hurt like this. The pain was too much. She lay on the floor in the fetal position crying and holding her stomach until everything went black.
Chapter 9
Staci stretched and looked up at the ceiling. The florescent lights quickly reminded her that the nightmare was indeed real. Derrick had left her. She crawled to her bed and used it to support her weight as she tried to stand. She was too weak and collapsed on the bed.
âWhy, God?â she asked with a new batch of tears. âI did everything I knew to do. How could he just leave?â When the silence didnât answer, she turned over and bawled some more.
Her cell phone rang, and she jumped up and ran to the dresser to answer it. She didnât check the caller ID, believing it was Derrick, saying heâd made a mistake and was on his way home.
âDerrick!â she yelled into the phone.
âNo. Where are you?â It was Marcus. What was left of Staciâs heart sank. âStaci, did you forget the meeting with the attorneys?â
Staci looked at the clock on her nightstand. It was four oâclock. She must have stayed on the floor for two hours. âIâm sorry,â she said between sobs. âIâm at home. I canât make it.â
âStaci, whatâs wrong?â
She couldnât answer him.
âStaci,â he yelled into the phone. She still didnât answer. The line went dead.
She summoned the strength to clean her face and went downstairs and unlocked the front door. It didnât take a genius to know Marcus was on his way over, and probably with her younger brother, Craig. The two had always been